7 MayMistress,your voice in my mind abides. I love women, but your suggestions brought to life a desire to explore homoerotic pleasure. Your words, your voice in my earphones refreshes me. I secretly slide into this fantasy on my own.It is like I am legitimately bisexual at the very least now. I can deny it no longer. Every time I try and change it I am back buying myself sex toys all over again. I have to accept who and what I am…Thank you, Lady Surrender– g.
Dear Mistress Surrender,
You are so sly and clever, and devious, and sexy and seductive, and no doubt habit forming. I imagine myself having cravings for your voice, like I already have my shemales cock cravings that never go away, like my tobacco cravings, my poor submissive cock will never be the same of that I’m sure.
Oh what the hell, you only live once, I hear my prostate calling out your name, Mistress Surrender.
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Review of “Broken for your Goddess”
A disclaimer: I’m easy – especially regarding Lady Surrender. I am “gone” with the first few words, and it just gets better from there.
Fractionation is a time-honored hypnotic technique. Many years (100?) ago, hypnotists noticed that when a subject was repeatedly hypnotized and emerged, the trance became deeper with each iteration of the cycle. Somewhat later (don’t ask me for dates!), it was realized that you didn’t even need to fully emerge the subject – it was enough to lighten their state, have them open their eyes, and then closing the eyes they would go deeper into trance each time.
With this recording, Lady Surrender has taken fractionation to a new level. The countdown is very slow, giving you time to really savor what is happening to you. I was going deeper and becoming more aroused with every eye opening and every closing, to the point that I was almost not aware, after a few times, of whether my eyes were open or closed. I was in a place where it did not matter (and my eyelids were fluttering so much that there was not much difference). LS was totally in charge. My body felt disconnected, thoughts were crumbled or absent, and the physical and mental arousal more and more intense. I was affected for some time after the voice ended.
“Broken” is a new departure from a great artist, very different from her previous recordings. You may not want to listen every day – it’s that intense. On the other hand, you may not be able to stop yourself. 🙂
A delicious email from a new NZ sissy who craved to feel more of My exquisite control and experienced another Sissy Orgasm Live Session. The subject also wants to serve Me in person….
There’s a delicious thought!
I wonder what devious sissy programming I could embed in her mind….. send her out to one of the male Doms I know… as a “gift” from Me?…. mmm.
Of course- there would be conditions on the “gift”….. to ensure the Dom used sissy slut in the most… appropriate way.
I will set sissy slut tasks that she must complete at work.
Such delicious toying….
First task for sissy jane – to listen to My Sissy Bundle – Clitty Transformation.
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These files will reinforce sissy slut’s behaviour modification and thought reprogramming that I set in place in the Live Sessions.
kneeling while i write to You, Mistress.
Mistress, i woke up from the second Live Session craving cock. You must have read my mind because You said some words and i could feel and taste cock in my mouth. my sissy pussy just craved cock to fill it. Then you said something- i don’t remember what happened- and i could feel cock in my pussy.
Mistress, i am Yours. i want to serve you. Anything you command, i will do.
i want to have You control me and send Me out to serve cock.
i want to be Your personal sissy slut.
Please Mistress, i beg You. Can i be one of Your elite slaves?
i want to feel Your control every day.
i feel so slutty whenever i hear Your voice. Your sissy recordings are so much more effective than any i have listened to before. i can’t believe i didn’t know You live in New Zealand.
Your obedient sissy slut, jane.
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The following email is from a subject who I have known for a while…. from the old IR, and from emails and a Live Hypnosis session…. more contact recently as W/we chatted in the free Q & A sessions I have been holding. Recently, he made his submission and service to Me… on a practical level and offered to help with some tech stuff.
Over the last few months, as W/we have exchanged emails and had more contact, I have noticed his increasingly …. compliant response to My erotic hypnosis. For example- his email below- describing his “memory loss” while listening to My Entranced: Amnesia file…..
Your deliciously blank state of amnesia…
I have created this recording with a very special desire in My mind… to have your mind melt into that deliciously blank state of… amnesia…
Brainwashing you… as I blanket your mind with My silence.
When you wake up, feeling so very… very aroused.
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I agree…. having a subject …. blank…. mindless…. My amnesia hypnosis is fucking hot!
Increased contact has resulted in the building of trust between U/us…. trust is so essential to the relationship between subject and hypnodomme. Feeling able to trust Me… takes you deeper …enables you to let go…. Surrender.
Surrender…. I know that is what you crave.
Inevitable sweet Surrender to My silken hypnosis.
As for slave A…..I can’t tell you how much it means, to have his assistance with tech stuff. Some of you will have read My occasional comments concerning My on-going health issues. Having boys…sissy subjects…. gay boys… whoever…. serve Me in whatever capacity they are able to ….. makes My life easier in real and meaningful ways.
I am posting his email as an example of a submissive who has been watching & lurking on the side-lines…. and who has had the realisation that- listening to mp3 recordings doesn’t build a real interaction with a hypnodomme.
I know so many of you lurk on the side-lines…. watching … wanting more.
It’s time… time to make yourself known to Me. Time to experience My darkly addictive hypnosis. Time to serve …in real and meaningful ways…rather than just lurk and read of slave A’s experiences and others…..
Begin with My FREE Surrender Foundation loop…. and become Enticed…. just as slave A has become enticed.
11/10/17As for the Amnesia file, wish i could give You an impression about it, but it keeps slipping my mind. I had Deepening Hypnosis preceding it (I know Surrender Foundation is recommended, but I respond better to DH), and i didn’t realize it was on repeat. I woke up again with my headphones in a tangle on the nightstand and the battery of my mp3 player almost empty. Have no idea how many times they played. Guess i’ll have to keep trying and maybe i’ll get something out of it :
Yes Lady Surrender, i am continuing to listen to Amnesia, with predictable results. i am just really excited that a new series has come out (and is successful!) that is not feminization or ABDL-based. No judgement on those that are into it, and i realize they are quite popular, but Amnesia really scratches my hypno-fetish itch. I hope there are more to follow in that vein. It’s a pure demonstration of control, knowing you’ve been programmed and brainwashed, but not knowing how it happened. That is f*cking hot right there.
As far as serving, I am always happy to help. I can’t always support financially unfortunately, but I will try my hardest to assist in any capacity. For me, the fetish is about control and submission, which service would be a natural extension of. At least if one would want to progress beyond listening to mp3’s and actually connecting with one’s hypnodomme. I have lurked and listened way too long, and have discovered it is much more interesting forming a real connection. Of course, you taking the time to interact with your subjects is something rare and welcome. Getting a message from you make me smile as well (and tingle a bit too!). Also, it is selfish on my part, since I hope to have a deeper, more pleasurable experience which I find is only possible with real interaction. Listening to mp3’s and doing nothing else had ultimately lead to a dead end. I am hoping that giving back will help me get past blocks and plateaus that inevitably crop up when I am on a one-way street.
Anyhow, enough rambling on my part. Please let me know what I can do and I will be in contact whenever you want (minus this Sat-Sun in the USA). Hope you and those you care for recover and get healthy and happy. Always look forward to talking with you soon. Take care.
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The following emails were from an exchange with My toy…. hypnotoy/gs after I posted journal 15 of his journey last night. In journal 15 I recalled one of My favourite memories …. when he became so entrapped in one of My seductive trances- that ….. well…. you can read the link. Suffice to say- “panties”.
Over these last few years, hypnotoy has had periods of time away from hypnosis due to medical treatment. The last time W/we had a conversation via email, he was listening to one of My orgasm control files.
Today, I reminded him of the “panties” experience ( see link below)….
Notice- how toy then went & put panties on…. purple panties….
Well- of course- that wasn’t hypnosis -right?
Because I didn’t use an induction…. and there was no suggestion…. right?
Or was there??
The delights of toying with My toy…..
My pleasure. Inscribing My fetishes on your mind and body…. as I did in the Surrender: Feminisation file. Taking My fetishes…. what turns Me on…. and inscribing those erotic fetishes on your oh so compliant and complicit mind.
mmm…. that’s what I love doing.
Go- buy the Surrender: feminisation file….. listen…. knowing that recording is based on R/L training of a slave.
Darkly Addictive Hypnosis….
Become Addicted to My exquisite control…. as My whispers slip…slide… their way into your eager mind.
Mmmm thank You,i think it is safe to think of me as always watching…. and sometimes in panties
Purple and yes….Very much so…Keep well. G’night
toy:Also… Feel free to tease if it pleases you… I enjoyed it. (and wasn’t wearing panties before)
Entrapped in delicious hypnotic chastity!
you are here today, to be interviewed for the position of My cock slave.
It appears you have a troublesome cock that gets hard without My permission. you are an undisciplined boy who longs to have his orgasms & cock controlled by a powerful Goddess. you crave My entrapment – locked into hypnotic chastity.
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You in sexy Baby Doll Lingerie!
I will program your mind to crave being feminized. You will love it when I finally dress you in my baby doll nightie, my slave.
You will be so aroused by my cool seductive hands as I dress you. Craving my exquisite control as I whisper to you – silken whispers to seduce your cock.
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20/6/14Dearest Lady Surrender.I had to write to you after listening to the morning mantra series (**Note- the Morning Mantra series has been withdrawn & is to be re-recorded) for a few weeks now and finally purchasing the 4th session last night.Until last night the effect of hypnosis sessions on me was minimal. A nice buzz when waking at the end, but it soon faded. Occasionally, as in your case, I’d listen to the files a few more times, but generally would move away from them over time.Last night though I was blown away. Before I realised it I’d been listening for 6 hours and only came around in the end because I desperately needed water. I couldn’t clear my head but couldn’t place way and soon drifted off for the rest of the night.I’ve woken this morning after a series of amazing dreams. Dreams where I was trying to juggle my normal, everyday existence with the need to submit. I could sense that people were starting to notice that I wasn’t the same and with every command you sent and with every thought of you I became weaker and weaker. I felt a growing need to serve you without resistance, but also felt weak around any woman wearing stocking or heels and needing to please her in tribute to you, which in turn left me weaker and weaker still.I’ve woken this morning and had to listen to the files again, this time without them being accidentally left on loop.I’ve always tended towards a submissiveness, but beyond purchasing recorded files from various hypnotists have never felt the need to explore further.I now feel the confidence to be able to do that and also to seek out ways of serving and furthering my submissiveness and you can’t believe how much I thank you for that. My need to remain some semblance of control had always been too great that even if I constructed clear, defined fantasies I could not look to live them out but now I now that I am on the road to giving up that control, passing away the keys to my mind and hope to enjoy whatever road you are taking us all on.If it pleased you to develop further plans for me that would be amazing, but it is not something I dare ask you myself. I am enjoying reading the words others have tributed to you and to know the control you have other them is thrilling. I am most enjoying seeing how they lose control and how you are becoming a driving force in their lives, taking them further than they ever hoped.One final thing, I am starting a new job in a few weeks, moving from a male dominated environment back into an office where I have worked before. While I wasn’t too enthralled with this before, as of this morning I am so eager to get there. I know some of the women who work there, who will be in charge of me, how they look and how they dress. I just know that every time I speak with them, stand near them or receive their emails that the thoughts of submitting to women but most importantly you and will continue my path to submission to you at times when I cannot listen to your words directly.I’m looking forward to this evening, so that I can trance for you again.yourshypnotoy/gs
Lady Surrender,I just cannot get over it – how could I have had the experience that I did today (which was most amazing!)? Being an engineer, my behavior is to analyze things – and one of my wife’s issues with me is that I seldom give in to the emotional side, always analytical. Giving in to emotion is scary for me, however I think I am finally learning not to fear it. Things are changing now, thanks to my Goddess!So, since I am still so hyped up and cannot sleep, am doing some research on “men having female orgasms”. Interesting. Found the attached link, very interesting. One of the primary findings is that the female orgasm is 10x stronger than the male orgasm — and some speculate a male could die from a female orgasm! All about Theta waves – which Goddess surely knows much more about than her lowly sissy slut!
My experience today was very intense – maybe perhaps because a female orgasm is so much stronger? Being an engineer, I am “a positive skeptic” about the male biology of being capable to completely reproducing a female orgasm — although that would be pretty cool with vagina contractions! Actually I think my body mimicked those today, although I am skeptical that they were as good as a woman has. Even so, geez it was astounding!Interesting observation — at no time during the session did I get an erection (even though I did take a Viagra beforehand). Even afterwards, tried masturbating with my Hitachi and sissy porno – I simply could not get “interested”!Is this because I was so spent from our session? Or maybe truly the sissy training is starting to take effect? Either way: it is a win – win situation! The neat thing about the programing triggers Goddess bestowed upon me, is the ability to have a female orgasm anywhere, anytime and without porno and lubricants. I pray Goddess does not deem this last sentence vulgar – just facts I wanted to share with my Goddess.I have to tell my Goddess, right now it would be a tough call if I had to decide on one or the other gender orgasm. Clearly, my female orgasms today were great because: they were multiple, and far more intense than all male orgasms I have had. Right now the only things I would miss about the male orgasm is the stroking on my sissy clitty — however I could do the female orgasm while rubbing my sissy clitty.Random thoughts, I hope Godess does not mind me sending these to her. Actually I hope that these give my Goddess marketing/promotional materials – this clitty slave passionately wishes to support the business of my Goddess to the best of my abilities.Tomorrow I will write a report on the session, keeping in mind it is something that Goddess may deem to post.Now, I am truly going to bed. I hope Goddess’s head cold is much better!Your most humble sissy slut,sissy e
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Listen… fall… Surrender…. I know how much you long to Surrender to your Goddess, Lady Surrender.
My first experience with your files came a couple days ago when you released “Surrender – Loop” for free and OMG IT’S FRIGGIN AMAZING! A few listens and a day later and I found myself buying “Deepening Hypnosis” and “Morning Mantra of Blankness” because your website recommended those as a good starting place and OMG THEY’RE AMAZING!
*Ahem*, I’m very sorry, I’m normally more composed but when it comes to talented hypnotists and their incredibly beautiful art I sometimes (actually quite often) lose my composure and fanboy hard.
OMG I haven’t been this excited about erotic trance for a long time. 😀 I came out of listening to Mantra of Blankness about 20 minutes ago and I just feel so buzzed and happy feeling! I’m really loving your style when it comes to hypnosis! The long drawn out induction that drops me deeper every time, the extra repetitions of the suggestions so I don’t feel like I’m being rushed through on a tight schedule, the beautiful and skillful use of whispering in one ear while softly speaking in the other! I love it! 🙂 I love it all! It’s only been a couple days of listening to your files but I keep finding myself whispering lines from them. Words and phrases like “surrender”, “give up, give in”, “the one voice in all the world that I long for”, and “my mind is a blank slate for you to inscribe upon” keep slipping out, often inflected with your beautiful and incredibly sexy accent as if it was your voice speaking through my mouth. 🙂 My voice is a poor imitation for your accent, but I’m hearing your voice in my mind as the words slip out of my mouth, so yeah. I really like how you implant suggestions, how it’s just this long, lazy, relaxed affair where I’m drifting and enjoying simply ‘being’, and your words are there, whispering, filtering through my consciousness as the only words around. My mind floats there, in the ocean of your voice, soaking up your words without resistance, like a sponge, or a turkey simmering in the spices placed alongside it in the slow cooker. Your voice wraps around, and within my own thoughts, and then your words ‘are’ my thoughts.
I love your name BTW, Lady Surrender. In your sessions you speak of surrender, and giving up, giving in. With how effectively your suggestions are filtering through and melding with my own thoughts, ‘Surrender’ is fast becoming my self-identity which loops back to you. I surrender to Lady Surrender who is having me give up, give in, and surrender. Surrender, surrender, I am surrendered to Lady Surrender who has enticed me with her words and bid me surrender to her will. Surrender is on my tongue throughout the day, and every time I think of “surrender”, I hear your beautiful accented voice telling me “Surrender”. I love your name, and it’s cleverly simple how I don’t need to overthink things.
It’s a circular logic trap for ensnaring my mind, like the needle of a record player settling into the groove of the vinyl. I surrender to Lady Surrender! Thank you for igniting my passion! 😀
This has kind of turned into a wall of text but OMG I think you’re Awesome! and I’m really looking forward to your new file offerings, whipping my anemic budget into affording your current file offerings, and maybe hopefully affording and scheduling a live session at some point in the future! 😀 Thank you very much for releasing “Surrender – Loop” for free! I wish you a wonderful weekend and a fantastic new week! 🙂
Morning Mantra of Blankness has been withdrawn & will be re-recorded.