What if… I had the means of interrogating your subconscious mind
while you are deep in trance?
What if… your subconscious mind confided your deepest darkest fantasies…
your deepest darkest thoughts…?
What if… you had no memory of My interrogation of your subconscious mind… and I simply brought you back up from trance… and set about enacting your deepest, darkest secrets?
What if… your deepest, darkest secrets are the same as dolly doll’s…?
What if… you were then triggered to have a hypnotic gag in place and couldn’t speak?
What if… I set about strengthening and reinforcing the hypnotic triggers…
triggering you over and over to feel overwhelming sexual arousal?
What if… you had been in chastity for 9 months, and…
the arousal was so intense that you begged and begged for release… ?
What if… you were given a trigger for Hands Free Orgasm… and triggered repeatedly…
to have a succession of HFO… till you begged Lady Surrender to stop?
What if… you were triggered to be … a pony ?
Mmm… such deliciousness!
I love toying with a subject’s subconscious mind and interrogating the mind while the subjects is deep in trance… It’s especially delicious when a subjects says “Oh no, Lady Surrender… I don’t really have any secrets… I don’t really have fantasies about you, Lady Surrender.”
Imagine their gasp of surprise when I say to them… “Mmm… and I understand that you crave… being locked in a cage… being toyed with…”
Ahh… the many and varied ways for your Goddess to exercise power and control… so amusing to think that you think your sexual fantasies and thoughts may be hidden from My knowledge…
I recorded part of the session – from the time I brought dolly doll back up from trance. I wonder if you – yes you – would like to hear that recording…?
Craving to be toyed with and controlled the way dolly doll is?
You do? Email Me at: mistress.commands (at) yahoo.com
About my Hypnosis Live Session with Lady Surrender:
I’ve tried several times to write up this encounter. And it’s so hard. You see – Lady Surrender sent me an audio recording of the session and everytime i listen i’m back deep in Her control. Now i know my Mistress – She’ll see this as a complaint. It isn’t. I realise now that i am completely Hers, 100%. She owns me and i love it! that voice drives me wild. i love how She can toy with me, make me so weak and utterly enthralled with Her. i crave to sink so deep to be whatever She desires me to be.
So i’m trying to write this out without listening to the audio recording and even that is tough. it’s made me realise how much She is in my head. It started as always – me dress dolly….. my purple tights, black button up skirt, shirt, silver heels, pink bra and panties, red top and make up. i was instructed to have a pair of boots with me so i had my black knee highs on hand. Then the induction begin as i relaxed on my sofa. And that soothing, captaviting voice of Hers went to work. And as always for an hour – that’s all i remember. And i thought i was just deep asleep while She programmed me. How wrong i was.
It turrns out at this time – my unconcious mind was getting quite the interrogation. But hearing myself back (on the recording), i hardly put up a fight. It was as one sided as you can get! Here while in trance, my subconscious confessed to my fantasy of being kidnapped by Lady Surrender and being caged at Her bedside, helpless and at Her mercy, made to worship Her. It was amazing to see how freely i gave up everything She asked. Listening back to the recording, it merely makes me crave Her power all the more!
So when i woke, imagine my surprise to find i am in a cage, at the bottom of Her bed! it was absolute amazing. i could see every detail and was utterly confined and helpless, which obviously drove me wild. So that continued for a while till i heard “gagged for Lady Surrender” and then my mouth was fored wide open and filled with a huge red gag. No matter how hard i tried it wouldn’t come out – it was locked in. My jaw ached and i was drooling, able only to moan. So of course – She hit me with “my sexy doll” making me so aroused and needed release, unable to cum, as dolls don’t cum. Then it was gone and i was turned into dolly. Voice all girly and helpless. i was so weak by now needing Her control.
Then came the moment where i noticed the cage was open a bit and i thought i was free. But i was wrong, She uttered the words “pony boots” and the urge to slip into the boots was maddening. i couldn’t ignore it. She hit me with pony play time and my mind went foggy, as i felt so different. It was impoassible to speak. my limbs heavy and rigid. i needed it so badly. The whole time Her voice ….soothing …calming ….pulling me into it. As soon as the boots were on – i was Her pony and i loved it. She called me good pony. All i could do was stamp my hoof, neigh or breath heavily. Soon my bit gag was in and i craved to obey.
And this kind of play continued for so long. The whole time i felt so happy, so loved, so Hers. Then She hit me over and over with the sexy doll trigger. my arousal endless and finally – after 9 months i was allowed to cum. And it was amazing – a hands free orgasm. The release like nothing i’ve felt before. Then again and again… orgasm after orgasm…. till i was begging Her to stop. So She took me from needing it to pleading for no more, … such is Her power.
Finally i was sent into a deep sleep exhausted dreaming of Her till i awoke, hours later.
i now crave more. i want to be the best doll and pony i can be. i need more control and this won’t be my last session with the Goddess. And i’m now back under ruined orgasm and love it all the more.
– Her dolly doll
“Being Dolly Doll” and “Dolly Transformation” – Journals by dolly doll