Erotic Hypnosis : My toy – Mine. jnl 17

My toy. Mine.


During sleep, as the business of the day drops away…. the subconscious mind begins to process and integrate thoughts, feelings …..


Resistance is futile…..

Inevitable Surrender…. at the feet of your Goddess.

The One Voice in all the World.





Lady Surrender,

I dreamt of You last night. Nothing much, it was just a normal dream when all of a sudden I noticed people on their knees. Then You appeared, said You were reclaiming everything that was Yours, You snapped Your fingers and i fell.
End of dream





See also other jnls describing hypnotoy’s jpurney :

Entranced : the stars: sub space Review

Entranced – The Stars: Sub Space
Sub space : that profoundly intimate world of Dominance and submission.
Lady Surrender,
This was a lovely, profound and moving experience. I have never felt so deeply, deeply
I remember how I felt more than any details – totally serene and blissful, secure, engulfed in
Love. Floating under a velvety deep night sky, counting the stars — one very bright, beautiful star in particular (guess which one!) — circling that star forever. I don’t recall most of the things listed in the file description, except that there was “no awakener”: I lay there for a very long time, only gradually coming back to the world (and I’m not all the way back yet).
I am acquainted with D/s only conceptually – I had never experienced “subspace” before.
Two quotes now come to mind: “If music be the food of love, play on!” and “O brave new world!”
I nominate Lady Surrender for the Nobel Entrancement prize. There is no one else in her
league, so she will probably win it again next year, and here she has outdone even herself.

Erotic hypnosis: hypnotoy Panty Slave jnl 16.

The following emails were from an exchange with My toy…. hypnotoy/gs after I posted journal 15 of his journey last night. In journal 15 I recalled one of My favourite memories …. when he became so entrapped in one of My seductive trances- that ….. well…. you can read the link. Suffice to say- “panties”.

Over these last few years, hypnotoy has had periods of time away from hypnosis due to medical treatment. The last time W/we had a conversation via email, he was listening to one of My orgasm control files.

Today, I reminded him of the “panties” experience ( see link below)….

Notice- how toy then went & put panties on…. purple panties….

Well- of course- that wasn’t hypnosis -right?

Because I didn’t use an induction…. and there was no suggestion…. right?

Or was there??

The delights of toying with My toy…..

My pleasure. Inscribing My fetishes on your mind and body…. as I did in the Surrender: Feminisation file. Taking My fetishes…. what turns Me on…. and inscribing those erotic fetishes on your oh so compliant and complicit mind.

mmm…. that’s what I love doing.

Go- buy the Surrender: feminisation file….. listen…. knowing that recording is based on R/L training of a slave.

Darkly Addictive Hypnosis….

Become Addicted to My exquisite control…. as My whispers slip…slide… their way into your eager mind.

Lady S:

I am not sure how much hypnosis you are listening to  ….
so I thought it safe to say “who I continue to love hypnotising…” as I know you were listening to an orgasm control file a few months back.
Not sure if you are still listening…
yes- I do continue to love hypnotising you.
Whenever…. whatever that means….. whether you are having a break from hypnosis…. or whether you are reading My web site and observing the new boys & girls become enticed….
My pleasure.
Inscribing My fetishes, My pleasure on your mind, toy.
Lady S.

Mmmm thank You,

i think it is safe to think of me as always watching…. and sometimes in panties
Lady S:
Now – who is teasing who?!
I’m going to post that…either twitter or web site later.
Just back from rehab/massage appts.
I still laugh when I think of the amazon panties….
And what colour panties today?
Have stockings remained on your fetish list?
Lady S.

Purple and yes….

Very much so…
Keep well. G’night
 Lady S:
night night.
sleep well.
Lady S
Also… Feel free to tease if it pleases you… I enjoyed it. (and wasn’t wearing panties before)

Surrender : Cock Slave Entrapment

Entrapped in delicious hypnotic chastity!

Entrapped in delicious hypnotic chastity!

you are here today, to be interviewed for the position of My cock slave.

It appears you have a troublesome cock that gets hard without My permission. you are an undisciplined boy who longs to have his orgasms & cock controlled by a powerful Goddess. you crave My entrapment – locked into hypnotic chastity.


Surrender: Feminization

I will program your mind to crave being feminized.

You in sexy Baby Doll Lingerie! 

I will program your mind to crave being feminized. You will love it when I finally dress you in my baby doll nightie, my slave.

You will be so aroused by my cool seductive hands as I dress you. Craving my exquisite control as I whisper to you – silken whispers to seduce your cock.


Erotic Hypnosis: beginning of hypnotoy/gs journey to Surrender jnl 15

Kneel… Surrender to your Goddess….
There are subjects who remain part of My life for some years…. and subjects who hold a special place in My mind and heart…. I remember them for their unique responses to My recordings and for the interactions over a period of time. “hypnotoy/gs” is one such submissive who is still in contact …. and who I continue to love hypnotising.
Some of you who followed Me on twitter over the years & also followed Me on the old IR will remember “hypnotoy/gs”…. W/we had many conversations on twitter and there are a number of Reviews & journals he wrote as a result of serving Me….
Some of My favourite hypnotoy responses to My hypnosis …  one memorable weekend when hypnotoy’s girlfriend…..  hypnotoy’s journal about that weekend brings a whole new meaning to the phrase “the girlfriend experience”.
And…. why did Amazon order a pair of panties to be delivered to his house?……. mmm…. blank toy….
Of course- the times when W/we have “chatted” on skype …smiles…. when I triggered him…. I do loving toying with My hypnotoy. There’s nothing quite like the Live Hypnosis experience …when I am able to judge the strength of a hypnotic trigger… drop a toy into trance…. strengthen the trigger….. add a few suggestions….. bring toy back up to conscious awareness…..
hypnotoy’s first email is one that I never published on My web site. his discovery of My hypnosis recordings changed his world and changed his beliefs about erotic hypnosis.
Up until he heard My voice…. he thought erotic hypnosis didn’t really work… didn’t last….just as  you may have thought,  My sweet reader…  until you hear My voice.
From such an email, a journey begins…
Wanting to experience what hypnotoy experiences?
Listen to My free Surrender foundation file….. and begin your own journey… deep into My exquisite control.
Personal slave training
Personal sissy training
Live Hypnosis sessions
Erotic Hypnosis recordings…..
so many ways in which to Surrender to your Goddess.
more than just a great marketing strategy.
Dearest Lady Surrender.
I had to write to you after listening to the morning mantra series (**Note- the Morning Mantra series has been withdrawn & is to be re-recorded) for a few weeks now and finally purchasing the 4th session last night.
Until last night the effect of hypnosis sessions on me was minimal. A nice buzz when waking at the end, but it soon faded. Occasionally, as in your case, I’d listen to the files a few more times, but generally would move away from them over time.
Last night though I was blown away. Before I realised it I’d been listening for 6 hours and only came around in the end because I desperately needed water. I couldn’t clear my head but couldn’t place way and soon drifted off for the rest of the night.
I’ve woken this morning after a series of amazing dreams. Dreams where I was trying to juggle my normal, everyday existence with the need to submit. I could sense that people were starting to notice that I wasn’t the same and with every command you sent and with every thought of you I became weaker and weaker. I felt a growing need to serve you without resistance, but also felt weak around any woman wearing stocking or heels and needing to please her in tribute to you, which in turn left me weaker and weaker still.
I’ve woken this morning and had to listen to the files again, this time without them being accidentally left on loop.
I’ve always tended towards a submissiveness, but beyond purchasing recorded files from various hypnotists have never felt the need to explore further.
I now feel the confidence to be able to do that and also to seek out ways of serving and furthering my submissiveness and you can’t believe how much I thank you for that. My need to remain some semblance of control had always been too great that even if I constructed clear, defined fantasies I could not look to live them out but now I now that I am on the road to giving up that control, passing away the keys to my mind and hope to enjoy whatever road you are taking us all on.
If it pleased you to develop further plans for me that would be amazing, but it is not something I dare ask you myself. I am enjoying reading the words others have tributed to you and to know the control you have other them is thrilling. I am most enjoying seeing how they lose control and how you are becoming a driving force in their lives, taking them further than they ever hoped.
One final thing, I am starting a new job in a few weeks, moving from a male dominated environment back into an office where I have worked before. While I wasn’t too enthralled with this before, as of this morning I am so eager to get there. I know some of the women who work there, who will be in charge of me, how they look and how they dress. I just know that every time I speak with them, stand near them or receive their emails that the thoughts of submitting to women but most importantly you and will continue my path to submission to you at times when I cannot listen to your words directly.
I’m looking forward to this evening, so that I can trance for you again.
See hypnotoy’s previous journal..
This link will take you through to journal 13…. the girlfriend experience…

Erotic Hypnosis : Amazonian Goddess Review

I love breast play…. it’s one of My (many) fetishes.

As is often the case- My fetish has somehow found its way into My erotic hypnosis recordings.

The following review was received from My long term subject, submissive m. As many of you have discovered… My hypnosis style results in subjects discovering that hypnosis actually works ! More than that- the hypnotic trigger phrases that I embed in a hypnotic recording- continue to programme the subconscious mind, long after listening to the recording.

submissive m has a fetish for breast worship…. months later after the initial listen to this file,  during Live Hypnosis sessions and O/our text conversations…. he still responds to the Amazonian Goddess breast triggers…. begging Me to allow him to suckle….

mmm…. lucky submissive m!

For those of you who love breast worship…. and who long to feel that depth of love and devotion to your Goddess… buy the file and experience the intimacy and vulnerability that submissive m feels.

Lady Surrender,

It really is a beautiful trance that gave me a sense of helplessness and vulnerability I really have never experienced before this file.

The way I recalled latching on gave me this feeling of not only arousal but safety… peace… love… and eroticism mixed into one moment… I felt as helpless as an infant but fully adult from how aroused Your voice was and suckling it was …

just the depth of Your trance was incredible and the sense of tranquility and arousal that comes from surrendering while suckling and latching was so intense and a feeling I have never experienced … it truly felt like a spell… I felt tingles in places I never felt tingles before and I think because the session felt so … intimate I think is the word… I loved it, absolutely loved the file.

– submissive m.

See also other journals written by submissive m >>

Buy the file and become My adoring breast slave:

Amazonian Goddess – Adoration

Captured, Helpless and Adoring.

My new-found slave, I see you kneeling and begging to be allowed to adore My breasts…

Latch on and suckle… and as you latch on…. drinking in My Goddess essence. Suckling… and becoming so submissive… Suckling and falling in love with your Goddess.


Erotic Hypnosis : greedy sissy slut journal 11

The following records the twitter conversation I had with the subject, hypnotoy/sleepygs earlier today.

The subject has  recently arrived home, after some serious medical issues that lasted most of the year.

This is the first time I toyed with the subject via text… My voice is still recovering from a viral infection. The conversation begins with My messaging the sissy mp3 titles that one submissive bought today….

I will delete the specific trigger phrases I used to drop the subject into trance – where you see *** , that indicates specific trigger phrases.

My tweets are in pink, the subject’s replies in gray.

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Wanting to feel what hypnotoy feels?
Begin with My “Deepening Hypnosis” MP3….

Deepening Hypnosis

Deepen your erotic Trance! 

This erotic hypnosis journey will program your mind to deepen that delicious feeling of drifting, floating into my hypnotic control.

Knowing that you want this as much as I want this. You want to feel my control gradually deepening and strengthening over your mind & body.


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Conversation begins:

Addicted to cock, addicted to shemale cock, addicted to anal play, addicted to strap on play…. mmm… sissy sluts are falling deeper into My exquisite control.

Fuck…. Ache spreading. Craving to trance returning. Thank God Christmas only comes once a year

just a little craving…


Your pleasure only increases the need

— Then I talk about My next sissy file I am working on which involves various… sissification strategies.. including a chastity device…

I know that info won’t interest you at all —

Chastity device just feels a bit unnecessary right now!

hmm you obviously don’t know how I would set about toying with My fuck toy….
and I describe the methods I would use/have used in sessions with sissy subjects…
put into chastity
trigger arousal with trigger phrases….
so fuck toy unable to orgasm
unable to do anything except moan
be My object

Object feels hotter than toy. Make me Your object. Please
Want to be Your object

not on your knees, yet?

Tried to fight it, but am now
Honestly tried to fight the suggestion

doesn’t that feel good
your proper place
before your Goddess

assuming the position

Can feel mind slowing. Loving it

drifting down into trance
falling deeper


and as you fall deeper… your arousal becomes stronger

Yes Goddess

deeper for Me… *****
craving to be helpless before Me
Mindless fuck toy

****  … more and more helpless

craving more
craving panties
****  craving stockings

Wearing panties

***  craving My strapon….

Please Goddess

**** … subconscious mind… *** intense sexual arousal suggested
craving release

Please Goddess

****  … overwhelming arousal

Please.  shaking

**** … all you can think about is….

Please overwhelming. Need Orgasms release. Body shaking. Thrusting. No release.
Still going fuck

no matter how much you try…. ruined orgasm

My ruined orgasm spell is so strong…. you are unable to break the ruined orgasm without My permission

Yes Goddess. You have shown me.


Everything Orgasmed except Your / my penis


subconscious mind… suggestion to decrease sexual arousal level and to feel calm
feeling the arousal drop away

Please Goddess

as I take more control
drifting down
arousal decreasing, dropping

More control. Deepening hypnosis
Deeper each time. Deepening ING hypnosis

deepening hypnosis…. subconscious mind decreasing arousal level….. feeling very calm

Sleepy peaceful


thank you , subconscious mind, for accepting My programming



time to drift into sleep…listening to My voice…. obeying all My suggestions….

Sleep? Need Your control. Deepening hypnosis
Greedy sissyslut

you need to sleep, subconscious mind. you can listen to My voice while you sleep….
Sleepy subconscious

sleep now, subconscious mind. sleep. recharge….

OK. What did You do? I feel so relaxed. Can I read it back?

yes, read it back

Honestly? Is it safe. I know You put me under and don’t want to fall again too soon

— subject reads it back…. —

Fuck. That is awesome. All from getting me on my knees. Thank You. Have You done that before to me?
Also have a huge urge to go to bed listening to Your files now.
Haha. My begging skills are weak even at subconscious level.

it wasn’t being on your knees that did it
it was the use of trigger phrases and suggestions

yes, you need to go and listen to My voice while you sleep

I haven’t dropped you in & out of trance and also increased & decreased sexual rousal through text before today ….

or in a Live voice call

just a little more control… that you crave

I’m still a bit lost for words.

oh? how come?

I remember getting on my knees, then imagining You over me. Then things just went… i don’t remember anything….

I decide to suggest the subconscious mind remembers everything…. reinstall the memory of what happened. I had made no suggestions of amnesia… subject just simply drops into deep trance while messaging… and remembers very little- if he remembers anything at all. 

**** subconscious mind….. drifting down… deep into trance

Thinking that again now – being on knees- doesn’t have same effect so it was definitely text hypnosis.

and then as you drift deep….
remembering all that happened while texting and talking and listening to Me…
that’s right. 

subconscious mind….
remembering everything that you felt and read and imagined….
coming back up to full conscious awareness now

Subject now has reinstalled memory of the hypnosis session….

Fuck. Such ache

feeling very calm and being able to remember…
there you go!
thank you, subconscious mind.

now – hypnotoy, you can remember what happened….

Wow. Fuck. I know I thanked You before. But oh fuck. Can remember how much my heart and lungs were racing. Whole body twitching. Throbbing. Longing

Thank You so much. And for looking after me. Making me calm again. Just as important

I think now, hypnotoy, you are beginning to understand the exquisite control I have over you….
I am able to toy with you at will… My will…

Yes. But i always want You to have more. Crave it. Sometimes I can almost resist.

When you wake up, you will feel the need to ****
Live sessions would sort you out….

I value people being real with Me….
keep being real with Me….
no keeping secrets….
you need to sleep.
feeling calm?

Thank you for spending time with me. I’m going to rugby tomorrow, so will be sleeping early tomorrow night. Take care Goddess. Enjoy Your day.

Find more of gs/hypnotoy’s journals >>>

See also: “Greedy Sissy Slut” – A Journal from gs/hypnotoy

Erotic Hypnosis: make-up to trigger love & devotion journal 2.

Make-up as a trigger to induce infatuation, love for a Mistress?…is it possible…?
Mmm ..what a delicious prospect…. I wonder if this subject will dare have a Live Session with Me…just to see whether I could….seduce his mind…. entrance his body…. enslave mind and body.


Lady Surrender,

Wow… yes: to perform such a sensuous and exquisitely Feminine ritual in front of a man You have hypnotically conditioned to be irresistibly attracted to, captured by, and entranced and mesmerized by – to the point of being totally unable to look away. It would be so easy to do, once You capture a man’s sexual arousal, he is Yours. Why would he even consider looking away from the vision of You primping and painting to look pretty for him? What is to be frightened of? Even if he WERE frightened, he would also be in the process of being drawn into that visual contact high we men get when watching a Woman do ANYTHING we find erotic. Mmmm: think of the “plausible deniability” You would have, simply “just” applying Your prety makeup – like Women everywhere do – not really being overtly up to anything… not trying to seduce, entrance, capture, disturb, OWN a man’s attention, yet doing so with every little flick of Your wrist. Then comes the slow turn as You face him – and his now glassy eyes – and gaze deep into them as they grow wide and fixated on Your beauty and directness! The sweet murmurs that now escape Your tinted lips, red as with passion, that spell his total surrender and loss of ability to even consider resisting You at any level of consciousness. Time for a prety, painted Miss to just ease on into his mind and own that masculinity with Her soft voice and touch. Her beauty and Femininity. Her softness and sweetness. He does not stand a chance, welcoming You into his subconscious with open arms. i know i would.
i am glad You found my comments and thoughts worthy of posting, and Your challenge to do a phone session with You i will take very seriously. Surrender has told me You WILL own me, hypnotically, as it is Your – and my – destiny. You have this gift, this skill, this power, and i am very very vulnerable to falling under its influence – as previously outlined. *S*






See also:

Erotic Hypnosis: make-up to trigger love & devotion

Make-up as a trigger to induce infatuation, love for a Mistress?…is it possible…?

Mmm ..what a delicious prospect…. I wonder if this subject will dare have a Live Session with Me…just to see whether I could….seduce his mind…. entrance his body…. enslave mind and body.




Lady Surrender,

Missing you….. and especially where our conversation was going online, about the power You have over me just having me watch You apply Your pretty makeup.  How it frightens men because it is just too feminine, too verbotin for us to even be caught being fascinated over.  It makes me as uncomfortable and frightened as it does making me feel hopelessly turned on and unable to look away.  With You, fascination takes on a whole new meaning.  You could use my attraction, my fetishistic desires, my fears, and my inability to look away as You pain t Your lips to take me down, take me apart, disassemble and reassemble me to Your liking, and i could awaken finding out i know EXACTLY what it would feel like to be You, to be a Woman and look in the mirror and make myself look surreally beautiful with my expert use of cosmetics.  Oh God: i went too far: that is not exactly my fantasy, but i can SEE You taking me that far, if You decided to – even farther.  You could make me feel and see whatever You wanted to.  My fantasy would be Your hypnotically having me become more and more infatuated with You and Your trances of me, to the point that i cannot distiguish how i feel from being totally in love with You, and i would love to have You make Your pretty makeup ritual an irresistible trigger for me, freezing me in place, clearing my mind, and making me unable to not look and relax as You primp and paint – and murmur the words that will steal my mind and my will away from me.  By the time You are flicking Your mascara on Your eyelashes, my eyes are already totally lost in Yours, and i am descending into oblivion, where all that matters is Your voice, and it owns me.  *sigh*  Now i have to go to work with an erection.  Thanks a lot for that.  *L*
  Weird experience this morning.  i was dreaming.  It was not a pleasant dream, but not a nightmare, either.  i was mowing this woman’s lawn for her, she had insulted me a bit early on, and i accidentally sucked her bed sheets into the lawnmower, which i was inexplicably using on her bedroom rug.  The job would not end, i found myself home, several blocks away, mowing my own lawn and brilliantly going “This does not compute – i need to go all the way back there and find HER lawn”.  On the way back to Her place to finish the never-ending job, something happened that made me think “My wife doesn’t love me.”  Not at all a pleasant set of circumstances, right?  Wrong.  i was awakened by the dogs rattling their food dishes (damn beagles), and IMMEDIATELY felt a crash off of that euphoria of being in a dream!  It was an unpleasant transition, and i immediately thought “Damn, i wish i could trance out right NOW!”
   Interesting that being in a trance and dreaming are so similar, and interesting that even a bad set of life events unfolding around you is more pleasant in trance than a more neutral setting in consciousness.   Now, if only there was a way to hypnotically induce an ability to go into that euphoric, dreamy, pleasant state during not-so-happy waking moments, without going into a formal trance.  Just a new mindset.  A way to step outside the picture and float above the din.  Is that a possibility as a result of a nicely directed brainwashing session?  If so: i am in.