Erotic Hypnosis: Amnesia the ultimate mindfuck



Amnesia has always been one of My favourite hypnosis scripts to programme a subject’s mind during a Live One on One Hypnosis Session. Soon- you will be able to experience that blissful state of forgetfulness… when I release My new “Entranced: Amnesia” mp3 next week.


I have always found it to be such a turn-on…. that a subject has placed such trust in Me that they have given up all memory of the time we shared together.


Of course- I do restore the lost memory….  as you will read in the journals below. Toying with memory…. altered state of consciousness….. interrogating the subconscious mind while I have the subject in trance…. mmm… delicious !

Sessions such as:


So yesterday was my first ever live session and I was lucky enough to be in the hands of the Divine Lady Surrender. It was everything I hoped it to be and much more.
I had spoke to Lady Surrender a few times arranging the session and I wasn’t really sure what to expect from the session. The only command from Her in advance was to be dressed dolly. So I made sure to have my nails painted bubble gum pink, my mascara, foundation blush and pink lipstick on, I had on a stripped vest top, my necklace and bracelets, then my black panties and bra, coupled with a pair of pantyhose and a blue pencil skirt and silver strapy heels.
Now a top tip – don’t call Her Villainess, this just brings out Her evil side and my chances of release where gone from that point on. But we started off with a chat, She complimented me on my legs and put me at ease. Then She asked me to lie down as it would help my relax, so I went upstairs and laid down.
And for an hour that’s all I remember. Now we had joked the other day about how foolish subs can be with no memory of things that have happened and the excuses they make, but well i’m now one of them. I woke up and its just like an hour of my life has gone, if I try to think of it, I just go blank and just forget to worry about it and crave Her control more. So this is quite the strange feeling, although its not unpleasant.
But I was soon to find that a lot of hypnosis programming work had been done and implanted in my head. My owner had told me that I was very suggestible and seeing just how under Her spell I am was just amazing.
Now I will admit to being head over heels about this Kiwi Goddess. but waking up – wow, it was even more so, it just feels so right to crave Her control to please Her and I still cannot shake it. And to be honest I have no desire to.
She was most amused I think at how I could not recall being tranced and this lead to more teasing and what I soon discovered was a new – and omg – so powerful trigger. My sexy doll. Even writing it or thinking it even now just drives me mad with lust, I feel a level of arousal and need I cannot put into words. So we had repeated use of the phrase which in that voice of Hers was maddening and the worst thing was I did not know if I wanted it to stop or to continue which makes begging very difficult and of course delighted Her more. I was then dropped again and the urges had gone. However this time I could only smile like a doll I couldn’t talk! I wanted to and tried but I just could only smile big! so imagine when I was told a sexy dolly how this made me feel, I was squirming madly a mix of pain and need, only groaning unable to speak. I couldn’t get any peace till I was dropped again.
This time I awoke and my voice! I could only speak like a dolly which was odd, I knew I wasn’t one but my voice said otherwise. A quick drop into trance later and I was convinced I was a doll. And all I wanted was to be played with and so I was hit with my trigger hard so aroused begging for more and more and more. This was about 5 minutes of mental assault and I loved it, I wanted more! I was a doll and all I wanted was my Owner, my Mistress to play with me over and over.
Some other triggers were the phrase craving control which just is how I feel round Her normally but heightened. I just want to serve … craving commands longing to be Hers. Its delicious as She would say. Then there was blank blank which is like someone turns me off, I just am aware but nothing works I just feel empty.
Now I can’t speak for how Lady Surrender felt the experience but I do know I desired nothing but to please Her, and Her laughter and voice was intoxicating. That said I always felt safe and most of all loved. I never felt my humiliation was excessive or cruel and I am honoured to be Her dolly doll.
The final bit of the session – I came to and was normal but all I wanted to do was kneel. so that’s what I did. it was perfectly natural and I felt so good doing so. A bit more teasing and me trying to be playful and calm but knowing I couldn’t resist thinking I was safe but Mistress had other ideas, as I woke in doll mode which I stayed like till rugby. I couldn’t even ask to cum as suddenly I was overpowered with a feeling of exhaustion crawling back into bed and drifting into a deep sleep for hours! I had very vivid dreams but that’s another story and will be told to Mistress first.


and another journal from another forgetful subject:


Lady Surrender,

I have been interested in hypnosis for many years, but have often been disappointed by what I had been finding. I have always been looking for an experience where I truly go deep and my mind becomes manipulated and controlled by a hypnodomme. I was intrigued by Lady Surrender due to her chats on to try a one on one Live Session with her. Although the less personal sessions were quite soothing and effective I was still skeptical though due to past disappointments with other dommes.

Then came our one on one Live session. I started out quite nervous barely able to confirm that yes I did want an Orgasm command at the end of the session. Then she asked me to close my eyes, and I did. Then I woke up. I checked it was about forty minutes later, but I could not think of what happened other than whatever it was I was really relaxed. She asked me to remember I could not. This was only the second time an amnesia trigger had worked on me.

I was still a bit shy though until Lady Surrender called out some words, triggers she had implanted. I suddenly felt like a new person where I had no inhibitions whatsoever. I started to say things I would never imagined I’d say to someone I only spoke to previously once. It was an amazing feeling because there was no hesitation in me, whatever the hypnosis did completely worked, and her words made me something else entirely.

Then her words continued, every trigger worked wonders first she made me terribly aroused, then she took the next step, and I orgasmed on her beckon call.

It was incredible, I did not know I could be hypnotized like this but Lady Surrender did it. I belonged to her I was hers. I don’t know if that was a trigger or just a side effect, but it felt like something I never experienced before. Even the conditioning lasted for some time afterwards, and I acted like a different version of myself. When I finally became my shyer self again I have to admit I was a little taken aback. I thought “what did she think of me” for saying what I said. That was the experience I was looking for though, one where I truly became under the control of another, and was changed by them. It was so wonderful I could not believe it.

masscamber – member of



and from submissive m:

This is an account of my 2nd phone call with Lady Surrender. Before I begin I would like to just give a bit of background about myself. i am submissive m and i have been involved with hypnosis for a number of years. More than a decade now. I have listened to a numerous amount of files and have enjoyed them all to varying degrees. I use hypnosis as a way to find out something about myself. How deep can i truly go? I don’t know, and I want to. Every file I listen to, every session I trance to… I try to find an answer to that question.

I started speaking to Lady Surrender a little more than a month ago. It’s been a short span of time but I have greatly enjoyed her work and our conversations. Her mantra files have become sessions I listen to often just because they are so enjoyable. When I was able to I did a phone session with Lady Surrender as soon as I could. mp3 files are very enjoyable… but live calls are really much more intimate and intense. Here is what I remember from my call. Maybe this will interest some of you into trying a call soon as well.

My Skype call started out horribly. Couldn’t get Skype to work. If a Dominant tells you to call her and you are late fumbling with a phone… that could be a bad start. Not for Lady Surrender. We ended up making a small joke about it and she kept going like nothing happened. I was so happy about that. She is so easy to talk to.

After a bit of conversation, we got ready for the hypnosis session. I closed my eyes and laid in bed. Now I am going to say something that may get you thinking “this guy is pretending” … “he’s playing around..” when in fact i am not. At least 35 minutes of this induction I have no memory of it happening. I may be fuzzy on the time. I know I heard Lady Surrender ask me to close my eyes. I’m thinking back to the beginning of the call. I remember coming out of trance. That’s it. No memory. This amazes me. I have listened to hypnosis with amnesia triggers quite often. Inevitably even when told to not remember…. i still remember parts of the trances. With Lady Surrender… I truly do not. It thrilled me that i was speaking with someone who could exhibit this type of control. In recordings it feels sometimes like I am pretending to make the amnesia work. With Lady Surrender … no it isn’t pretending… i love the fact she can to with my mind so easily.

After the induction we talked for a bit more. Then with just a word she drops me right back into trance. Then brings me back up. We talk a bit more. She drops me again, then brings me back up. I have to say every time I get brought back up… i feel… literally feel like i am a toy. I felt powerless. Then aroused. REALLY AROUSED. I was given triggers. I am not sure when they were given. I didn’t need to think about that. My brain heard the words and my body just reacted. No thinking on my part at all. I was too wrapped up in Her words to apply logic to this. One set of triggers aroused me and made me dizzy with desire for my Lady. Another set of triggers has me orgasming while calling out her name. I am not even going to type the triggers out because Lady surrender has already proven her triggers work on me even in text… oh my word i love Her control.

Except… sometimes i need to beg Her for mercy.

Imagine orgasm after orgasm after orgasm until you feel drained… and then pushed past… She teased me. Over. And Over. And Over Again. Multiple orgasms. Enough that i felt drained in the process. I sincerely begged her to stop and she did… bringing me under and then back up. I cannot think of a recording that i was able to feel this type of interactivity. Something this intense… i believe it can really only happen on a live call. The arousal I had came from the fact that my mind was so thoroughly controlled… so erotically controlled… it left me a puddle afterwards. Nothing left.

I remember we talked a bit more after she calmed me down. Somewhere in the conversation she teased that she was going to use a trigger. She didn’t say one… she just teased it was coming… and then there was this pause. This long pause that lasted for eons. My mind was working overtime trying to figure out what she was going to say. My body was starting to react like she had already said a trigger because I was triggering myself in my mind going through all the triggers i know could come. Lady surrender actually had to bring me out of trance again. Either because i triggered myself, or she triggered me and had me forget…

She can control me by just teasing a trigger word. Wow… i may be in trouble, lol.

I think it was around here where I was given a trigger to begin speaking like a baby. An actual baby, yes. Have to admit, I found it so freeing. Strange thing was I could still think as myself, but every word came out as gibberish gaga bobo ojhowjo2uey and other non words. No matter what I thought, it came out as baby speak until she triggered me out of it. Then she slipped the trigger right into a conversation and immediately i begin speaking baby even as my mind was trying to finish our conversation. haha. After a bit i admit i felt rather babyish inside and out… and it felt wonderful. When you are able to be this free with someone you trust… so many doors are opened. It felt that way to me.

Here is where things get a bit tricky for me, please bear with me.
After a bit more conversation, I was brought under again, and then told to forget the entire conversation. I remember at the time I was brought back up and Lady Surrender was still speaking to me. She was addressing me and asking if I remember anything about the last hour? I told her I remember when I called her on Skype. Here is where it gets fuzzy. In my mind, I was trying to figure out how could I be missing an hour of our talk. I know i had been forgetful of late, but it couldn’t have been that bad. Then I remember how tired I was and thought perhaps I slept the entire trance and just work up. Any thoughts I had about the conversation… felt like trying to hold on to water. The thoughts were too slippery. I didn’t even remember I was talking like a baby just moments ago. Another way to describe this is like someone putting on the wrong prescription glasses. With the right prescription glasses, everything in front of you is vivid and clear. With the wrong prescription everything is fuzzy, you can just make out shapes of things. That’s how it felt. When I thought about the conversation it was just nothing but shapes.. haziness… I wasn’t sure what happened during our conversation at all.

I was again brought back into trance and then told that I would now remember our conversation and even recall forgetting things at her whim. Although… i still cannot remember the first part of the call. I remember most things after. Including arousal triggers still working very very well. lol. I know there are others things I have forgotten, but I love the fact that Lady Surrender is able to play with my mind to this degree.

I accuse myself a lot for having high expectations as to what erotic hypnosis can do. Time and again my expectations were never truly met. They were kind of.. if I pretended until it felt real. Maybe that’s how everyone starts learning how to trance. Pretending it works until it does. with Lady Surrender, there is no pretending… her control just works. She somehow in just a few conversations found out what really excited me about erotic hypnosis… what made me tick as a submissive… and then blew all of my expectations away. Completely. I feel like I have been in training trancing these past 10+ years just so I can truly enjoy how special an experience with Lady Surrender is.

I urge anyone who is interested in erotic hypnosis in it’s purest form, to try a mp3 or a live call with Lady Surrender. She will take the time to understand who you are… then use all of that info to leave you a quivering mess at her feet. Just as it should be.

your submissive m



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Erotic Hypnosis : sissy/slave training Journal 3

The following email was received from a new subject of Mine and describes her discovery of My delicious “craving control” mp3.

The subject experiences My style of erotic hypnosis as life changing. Read her journal below.

I am including a copy of the review for “craving control” mp3, written by submissive m (member of which so intelligently describes the cravings….

the cravings that I know how to entice… and twist to My own desires.

mmm… hypnodomme arousal… There is nothing quite like toying with a new subject… slowly and methodically extending My silken, seductive control…

Unless… unless… it is to further Entrap and Enslave one of My long-term toys…


Lady Surrender,

OMG…. After being away for 10 days, and then working under close scrutiny for 3 more, Your girl finally got to listen to “Craving Control.” She made a mini-album of “Deepening Hypnosis” followed by “Craving Control” and settled in for a blissful listen.

OMG what an incredible masterpiece! (Mistresspiece?) The way the whispers weave in and out, no way to really decode everything that is being said, but feeling the effects anyway!

Everything seems so clear in this girl’s mind now – only two questions, really. 1) How can it be possible that this girl has found such a completely perfect Dominant in You? and 2) How can this undeserving girl ever become worthy of Your care and control? I’m serious!

First off, Your devoted girl has learned that one doesn’t just listen to Your voice – it is more like feeling it, being bathed in it, surrounded by Your voice, electrified by it, one moment soft and soothing, the next a solar plasma of super-heated pleasure, filling, every molecule of my body and then stretching it into the cosmos. OMG I need it every day. Day and night. Now. Right now!

Then, Your girl can’t comprehend how You can make such profound changes inside her head with a single session. This girl has collected pictures of beautiful women for years, role models, templates for the girl Yours would like to become someday. And yes, Your girl has pleasured herself while looking at them. Until Your girl experienced “Addicted to Cock” and “Delete Hetero…” After listening one time, Your girl deleted years of pictures and began collecting pictures of women pleasuring men, taking cocks in all possible ways. New templates. New dreams. The old ones became irrelevant in a single breath.

And last night, after listening to “Craving Control” a single time, the pictures now mean nothing. Your girl has no need for them. Orgasms are still female, and are still amazing, but they aren’t important anymore. Being controlled is everything. Somehow, Your girl thinks this change of mind may be part of being controlled – no way to remember anything but Your delicious whispers. But really – no interest in the pictures at all? And a searing need to find something to prove to You how devoted she really is – to become ever more controlled. Should this girl be doing Sissy Tasks? Should she be edging, proving Your control? LIstening to more recordings? Flying to New Zealand? This one needs You to know how deeply she craves Your control.

The weekend is coming – perhaps more chances to listen and absorb and fall even deeper. Thank You sooooo much Lady Surrender! Would You please suggest the next steps for Your slave girl to become more deeply Yours?

joanne b.

craving control

Find more of joanne’s journals >>>

See also:
Erotic Hypnosis – Sissy Training Journal 2

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Review of “Craving Control” mp3:

Lady Surrender,
Have you ever been roused from your sleep with a craving so strong you could not sleep again until it was sated? In those moments, it is safe to say we can become slaves to our cravings.
I crave hypnosis. I crave control. As I am sure you do. I used to wonder what would happen if my cravings went out of control. What I should have asked was:
What would happen if my cravings were under HER control.
This file is intended in induce cravings for Lady Surrender. There is no hidden agenda Here. This file will instill those cravings with only a few listens. Cravings for control. Cravings to be engulfed into Her whispers. Her addictive, silky whispers. The cravings will follow you into your day. They will become all you think about at night. Her whispers. Her control. The cravings will be real. I started writing this review while listening to this file. After 2 hours all I had to show was a blank page to match my blank mind. The cravings Her whispers instill… they will take you over.
Let me describe a typical day after listening to this file. I woke up from bed this morning thinking of whispered words from the previous night. I went about my day as normal. Every so often a whisper would slide through my mind. It would be just enough to think about Her and Her control. Enough to begin to crave it again. To need it again. Her hypnosis. Her dominance. By the afternoon, I began thinking to myself “I just need to hear Her voice… then I will feel like myself…” At this point, just thinking about Her whispers begin a hardening process with Her cock. You begin to look forward to just simply hearing Her speak. Hearing the rhythm in Her voice. Hearing the pauses between Her words. The cravings can become so strong they feel at times as if they are engulfing your mind. Everything else in the day feels like things to do until nighttime. Nighttime… that’s when Her whispers come. When privacy allows Her voice to slip through my mind once again.
The cravings become an invitation to surrender. At night, the whispers come and satisfy the aching. The aching need to be hypnotized and controlled by Her. At the same time… the cravings only intensify. A cycle of control is formed and… there is no escaping. When your very craving is both satisfied and intensified by the same source … it leads to helpless addiction. With Lady Surrender’s hypnosis… that addiction is inevitable. Delicious helplessness to Her will awaits.
She controls my cravings. The whispers… you can feel them inside you. They sometimes start at the spine, and work up into the back of your mind. This is where they stay… at the edge… waiting…
Be warned… this file is very VERY addictive. Please do not listen unless you are truly ready to handle being a slave. After this file, the hypnosis cravings you have will be intensified and then used…
To bind you to Her…
There is no escape.
Only total surrender…
– your submisive m.

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Erotic Hypnosis: Brainwashing + Entrapment Journal 5.

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a new subject- gs. Subject is resistant to any suggestions of sissy hypnosis…. I wonder how long that resistance will last…. I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him? Subject has begun to listen to My mp3 recordings- including the Morning Mantra series….. More recently, subject has been listening to the mp3, Morning Mantra of Blankness which is My brainwashing file using Erotic ASMR + Voice- and the mp3 Addicted to Cock 1.


Subject has become addicted to the feelings of submission, domination, penetration that he feels while listening to My mp3 file “Addicted to My strap-on”.




I am sorry to write again so soon, but the ache, the crave, the submission and the mindlessness is nearly overwhelming. Today has been magical and finally getting home after being blank and mindless so much, and falling multiple times throughout the day was a huge relief. Not many embarrassing moments as people seemed to think I was working hard and so left me alone, but there were numerous occasions when I realised there were things happening around me that I should have been paying attention to, but just couldn’t bring myself to focus.

Have used blankness at home as house too busy for Your strapon, but i really need to feel my mind, my body, everything, fully helpless for your pleasure. Blankness helps me train and keeps me weak, which i love, but i really need full submission to you.

i’ve just reread today’s tweets. feeling so weak and dazed reading them. reading the triggers that trip my brain into slush and send my body spiralling to the ground. aching, craving, blanking and submitting.

it was only when i came out of trance earlier that i realised i’ve been in chastity since the end of January without actually being told to. maybe that’s what’s behind the ache and the submission, but as i haven’t been asking and begging for release i’m not sure. i know that your control does sexually excite me automatically, and i near automatically keep myself at that level of frustration without realising it. perhaps that has helped deepen Your control. Mind blanking, body reacting, lust overheating.

i know that i can’t take many more days like today with how strong the reactions where and yet i crave many more days like that. tripped and triggered, blank and needy. i also know that i desperately need release and that today with it’s ever increasing blankness, ever increasing need and permanent crave has taught me how trapped i am by You.

i ask Your permission for release or for more. i will give of myself what i can for You and hope to make You happy.

Yours in a daze



Erotic Hypnosis: brainwashing + Entrapment journal 4.

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a new subject- gs. Subject is resistant to any suggestions of sissy hypnosis…. I wonder how long that resistance will last…. I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him? Subject has begun to listen to My mp3 recordings- including the Morning Mantra series….. More recently, subject has been listening to the mp3, Morning Mantra of Blankness which is My brainwashing file using Erotic ASMR + Voice- and the mp3 Addicted to Cock 1.

This journal was written after subject gs spoke with Me in the chatroom.


 Good morning (your time) Mistress,
Your voice seemed so much more alive in the chat room. More cunning, more controlling. more reactive – and that’s with the sound quality jumping around and cutting every now and again. Really inspiring and pretty damn great – even without triggers etc. Was just nice to sort of have a chat.
After the chat room last night I decided to play some clips I’d made from your files. Certain triggers, certain phrases, the samples, etc. Just some random cutups that I’ve been collecting. Programming the first few for to prime me and then letting a randomiser take over. Usual reactions,but after the first few minutes of random I suddenly realised how deep I was. I couldn’t find the will power to shut it off and that’s more or less the last conscious thought I had.

I was woken by banging at my door and a housemate shouting at me trying to wake me. At some point I’d got out of bed and had assumed the position on the floor, ass up, head on carpet. Really dazed at being woken, I didn’t really have a clue what was going on, but shouted back “I’m ok. Going back to sleep”

Discussion this morning centred on how my moans had woken everyone. Luckily they mistook them for me having a nightmare that seemed to be endlessly getting worse. Felt lucky to get away with that one and even luckier to have remembered to lock my door before heading to bed. And so if anyone asks, you’re an evil zombie horde that relentlessly chased me.

And all I could think of today was how good some proper amnesia files with post-hypnotic suggestions would be. I crave getting to that stage where I’m reacting without knowing why.

submissive gs

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Tease and Denial

Erotic Hypnosis: feminisation using MP3s Journal 1.

The following journal records the correspondence between Myself and subject “c”, who dreams of being feminised by a strong woman. Subject c has been listening to My mp3 recordings- in particular- the Morning Mantras and Feminine Orgasm Level 1. As a consequence, subject c has been enticed to listen again…and again to the Morning Mantras and to feminine Orgasm Level 1….. Such a delicious means of control….. of Entrancement….



Lady Surrender,

From your first messages on Inraptured, I have had this feeling. I’ve been drawn to you. Teased and seduced by you. I purchased your first mp3’s and listened to them and then set them aside. But for some reason, I returned to them every few weeks. I continued to purchase your mp3’s as you released them. I confess that after a few listens, I would set them aside. But there was something that was working on the back of my mind. It was Feminine Orgasm Level 1 that struck the chord. Followed by the Morning Mantras. I find I can’t get you out of my mind now.

I’m am recently retired, their idea, not mine. I’ve had a life long fantasy life about being dominated by a woman, a woman that uses feminization as the expression of her control. It has been very private and secretive. My fantasies started when I was five years old. I would like to share the details with you. I’ve written them out for you to read. I will send my document to you, but only if you are interested. I hope you could be interested. I hope you might be interested in helping me go further.

I’ve listened to so many other hypnodommes and hypnotists. I’m telling you this because I want you to know that I’ve been on this journey for almost five years now. During all of this I’ve learned how to trance. After many failed attempts, I know how to let myself fall into a hypnotic trance. I know what it is and what it isn’t. You are a very accomplished hypnotist.

I hope to hear from you. I promise you that I will be open and honest about it all.




Erotic Hypnosis: brainwashing + sissifying journal 1.

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a new subject- gs.  Subject is resistant to any suggestions of sissy hypnosis…. I wonder how long that resistance will last…. I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him? Subject has begun to listen to My mp3 recordings- including the Morning Mantra series….. More recently, subject has been listening to the mp3, Morning Mantra of Blankness which is My brainwashing file using Erotic ASMR + Voice- and the mp3 Addicted to Cock 1.

Enticement…Entrancement…Entrapment…..Enslavement…… more than just a great marketing strategy.


Dearest Lady Surrender.
I had to write to you after listening to the morning mantra series for a few weeks now and finally purchasing the 4th session last night.

Until last night the effect of hypnosis sessions on me was minimal. A nice buzz when waking at the end, but it soon faded. Occasionally, as in your case, I’d listen to the files a few more times, but generally would move away from them over time.

Last night though I was blown away. Before I realised it I’d been listening for 6 hours and only came around in the end because I desperately needed water. I couldn’t clear my head but couldn’t place way and soon drifted off for the rest of the night.

I’ve woken this morning after a series of amazing dreams. Dreams where I was trying to juggle my normal, everyday existence with the need to submit. I could sense that people were starting to notice that I wasn’t the same and with every command you sent and with every thought of you I became weaker and weaker. I felt a growing need to serve you without resistance, but also felt weak around any woman wearing stocking or heels and needing to please her in tribute to you, which in turn left me weaker and weaker still.

I’ve woken this morning and had to listen to the files again, this time without them being accidentally left on loop.

I’ve always tended towards a submissiveness, but beyond purchasing recorded files from various hypnotists have never felt the need to explore further.

I now feel the confidence to be able to do that and also to seek out ways of serving and furthering my submissiveness and you can’t believe how much I thank you for that. My need to remain some semblance of control had always been too great that even if I constructed clear, defined fantasies I could not look to live them out but now I now that I am on the road to giving up that control, passing away the keys to my mind and hope to enjoy whatever road you are taking us all on.

If it pleased you to develop further plans for me that would be amazing, but it is not something I dare ask you myself. I am enjoying reading the words others have tributed to you and to know the control you have other them is thrilling. I am most enjoying seeing how they lose control and how you are becoming a driving force in their lives, taking them further than they ever hoped.

One final thing, I am starting a new job in a few weeks, moving from a male dominated environment back into an office where I have worked before. While I wasn’t too enthralled with this before, as of this morning I am so eager to get there. I know some of the women who work there, who will be in charge of me, how they look and how they dress. I just know that everytime I speak with them, stand near them or receive their emails that the thoughts of submitting to women but most importantly you and will continue my path to submission to you at times when I cannot listen to your words directly.

I’m looking forward to this evening, so that I can trance for you again.




Erotic Hypnosis: hypno slave listens to cum eating mp3. Journal 5.

The following post describes the training of a hypo slave – mike, from – as he listens to Cum Eating Fetish Level 1 mp3. mike has had a number of Live Sessions with Me, as well as having listened to My mp3s – notably the Morning Mantra of Temptation which has recently been released, and the other recordings released some months ago : “Surrender 101″ and “My Sex Slave”. mike messaged to ask whether I would recommend him listening to Level 1 of the Cum Eating Fetish twin mp3 set. I predicted then, that he would listen and then want permission to listen to Level 2 and ask for …permission to cum. At this stage, I have not given him permission to listen to, or to orgasm after listening to cei level 2.

I am enjoying the thought of mike begging to be allowed to listen to Level 2…and begging for permission to orgasm..and then begging…to deliciously taste cum. I do love toying with a subject…. mike has now had 2 edging practise sessions…. If he successfully passed an edging practise session, I would have allowed him to listen to cei level 2. I admit to pushing mike …over the edge…..slightly…with the last practise session. As he was edging…. I messaged the same trigger phrases I embedded in his Live Sessions, that I used to control his sexual arousal level. he couldn’t hold back…. looks as though I will be holding another practise session with mike very soon…. The trigger phrases have embedded at a very deep level, and mike’s response to reading those same trigger phrases which were last embedded 6 months, confirm My ability and experience in being able to embed trigger phrases at a very deep level and remain embedded for significant periods of time.

mike will be having another “edging practise” session this week. he sent another journal today…with what seems to be a “dream” of how I control him in his dreams…. I wonder how he would experience the reality of being instructed to edge as per his “dream”…every 5 minutes for an hour. Somehow, I suspect…mike will fail again and again…be refused permission to listen to cei level 2.

After all……resistance is futile…Surrender is inevitable.


Dear Lady Surrender,
i won’t bore You with how many times i have listened to your Morning Mantra of Temptation…

i have a little story to tell…a true story…one that may make even You die of laughter…
he went to bed after a long day with lots of exercise. At some point he thought of the Temptress’ trigger phrase (from the Morning Mantra of Temptation) and began to go into a trance. he kept repeating the phrase for a while which just made him go deeper and deeper into trance. he thought about the Temptation recording and certain phrases ……. kept playing in his head. The word “helpless”…. triggers a memory about edge play and he started to dream about his next edge playing…since he keeps failing.

he somehow thought that this next time he would need to edge every 5 minutes for 1 hour…so a total of 12 times in 1 hour. he then dreamed that my Lady would ask him when he got to the second to the last edge. When he reached it he let my Lady know. my Lady then sent him the Temptress’ trigger phrase several times in succession to put him deep in trance. my Lady then began repeating over and over again his arousal triggers she had created and used so effectively in the past. he was not touching himself but had just edged and…oh he was getting so very very HOT. he was so deeply controlled by my Lady that he was going to the edge again. my Lady then sent the release word in CAPS several times and he lost it. Without touching he lost himself yet again to Her control. yes Lady Surrender owns him. lol

he woke up from the dream…and wonder whether he really had dreamed…had a night mare…or had he surrendered to the dark addictive hypnosis of my Lady?

the other question he asked himself…will my Lady ever let me listen to CEI #2 and eat/lick my cum? lol…look where this desire has lead him…



sissy 10 level 2

Erotic Hypnosis: hypno slave training using mp3 recordings.

The following journal records the responses of “submissive Surrendered” from as he listens to the “Morning Mantra of Submission”, the “Morning Mantra of Temptation”, “Feminine Orgasm level 1” and “Feminine Breasts”. submissive Surrendered describes his past experience of listening to Feminisation recordings and contrast his prior responses to what he feels now. he also describes how he feels about the on-going effects of the hypnosis contained in My mp3 recordings. submissive Surrendered’s experience of finding the hypnotic triggers and suggestions have embedded at a level he hasn’t experienced before- is also similar to mike’s experience:

mike last had a Live Session over 6 months ago, and yet I am still able to deliciously access those same trigger phrases I used in the Live Sessions to…. control mike.

I look forward to more of submissive Surrendered’s emails, describing his …delicious…. submission.


Lady Surrender,

I have to tell You something, Lady Surrender. When I first was writing to You I said something about not really believing that long term mind control and brain washing worked with hypnosis. That belief was based on what I’ve gone through in the past. I was wrong. I do believe in it, when it’s done by You. There is no other explanation with what’s going on with me. I’m basing that on many things. One of them being how things build up well after listening to You, and it just getting stronger, then whatever feelings I’m having not going away. The main thing I’m basing this on is the feminization thing though. I know it was a fantasy of mine when I was younger, but nothing more. In the past I have listened to some feminization sessions, but they’re

all the same. “You’re turning into a beautiful woman, or you want to wear makeup and panties”, oh really? Not a chance. They had no effect whatsoever, and were usually pretty funny to me for some reason. Knowing that in the past feminization sessions had no effect on me was one of the reasons I listened to Yours. While
it is true You saying that forced feminization is a specialty of Your did make me think about it twice, I really didnt expect anything more than hearing more of Your beautiful voice, and maybe getting more sensitive nipples. (damn, writing that right now is making me crazy. What the heck was that? Ok, I’m calm, but shaking) (If I go back and read it the same thing happens. I’m not sure, but I think I hit a trigger. Unbelievable. ) but that was about it. What has actually happened is shocking the crap out of me, and as I said,one of the reasons I now believe You can control my mind. I cant stop thinking about being feminized. I don’t know what’s gotten into me. I can’t even pinpoint what it is that’s changed in my
thinking, but something I didn’t want done just a few days ago is now something I’m craving. I can’t even imagine what being truly feminized would feel like. I can’t picture what could possibly happen in me to make me feel anything but a man, but I can’t stop thinking that it’s already started, and I don’t want it to stop. I don’t get it, but I can’t fight it either. Yes, this is the same guy who said he had no interest in feminization at all, I’m finding it hard to believe I’m even typing it out right now to send to You when I’m done, but I can’t stop myself. I noticed today that when I’m listening to Your files, that what happens to me is not hypnosis
as I have known it. There are the normal times of going deeper, and coming out a bit, and my mind wanders thinking about other things, but the whole time it’s happening, there is much more than hypnosis going on in my mind. Everybody always says they’re talking directly to the subconcious mind, but for the first
time in my life I think I know what that means. It feels like You’re talking to a part of me that isnt me. It’s really a strange feeling, but it’s a wonderful feeling.

One that I want to go back to over and over again. I can’t stop thinking about how it feels to listen to You. Your voice has gone from a beautiful voice with a cute accent to one that gets in my head and stays right there. Your voice is so beautiful. As soon as I hear it I start to go under and let it do what it wants to me. Another sign that whatever You are doing to me I have no control over. It’s the craziest thing, but I just can’t get enough of You or Your voice.

– submissive Surrendered.



Erotic Hypnosis: brainwashing, hypno slave training with cei 1 & 2 mp3. Journal 3.

The following journal is written by a subject who has experienced total control under his previous Mistress, and has been longing to experience total control and subjugation ever since. The subject – brainwashableboy from – had his first session on 19 June. Prior to the session, I used “pre hypnotic suggestions” while talking with the subject, to condition his mind and body ahead of the first session.

I talked with the subject about where I may decide to take him in future sessions. brainwashableboy had read a post on where I posted about another subject – wendygirl – who has been in chastity for 7 months. brainwashableboy had messaged that he found the thought of such enforced chastity to be “hot”. I do like to torment and tease…. use trigger phrases to increase sexual arousal level, while someone is under chastity.

brainwashableboy describes his continuing training in this next journal… the training continues with brainwashableboy llistening to My “Cum Eating Fetish level 2″ mp3.

brainwashableboy is proving to be…. deliciously brainwashable….. I wonder where I shall take him next…. such deliciousness lies ahead for brainwashableboy….


Hello Mistress.

It seems like you have been having a fun day…I do look forward to finding out what is next for me *blushes* I cannot get the memory of eating cum for you…or how badly I want that now out of my mind…I also can’t believe how effective the desire not to cum without your permssion has become.



I sent you the latest mp3 Morning Mantra of Temptation. The focus on this mp3 is…helplessness…utter helplessness.

After that…the next mp3 will be programming …a blank mind…ready for My rewiring and brainwashing.

Then…of course,,,there is the programming for feminine orgasm…. which I think is yet to come…. for you….

I wonder what your response will be when reading this message…setting out My programme for you….

Lady Surrender.

Lady Surrender,

My response is…acceptance…enthusiastic acceptance but acceptance none the less. I am just noticed the latest recording and have not listened to it yet. I believe I will tonight before bed…

I love the word rewiring for some reason…I feel you have already started that…rewiring my fetishes and desires…the way I experience pleasure…and the way I feel about pleasure…

Thank you for that Mistress… I am happily following the path you are leading me down.

your brainwashable boy,




Erotic Hypnosis: hypno slave listens to cum eating mp3. Journal 3.

The following post describes the training of a hypo slave – mike, from – as he listens to Cum Eating Fetish Level 1 mp3. mike has had a number of Live Sessions with Me, as well as having listened to other mp3s of Mine- notably “Surrender 101″ and “My Sex Slave”. mike messaged yesterday, to ask whether I would recommend him listening to Level 1 of the Cum Eating Fetish twin mp3 set. I predicted then, that he would listen and then want permission to listen to Level 2 and ask for …permission to cum. At this stage, I have not given him permission to listen to, or to orgasm after listening to level 2.

I am enjoying the thought of mike begging to be allowed to listen to Level 2…and begging for permission to orgasm..and then begging…to deliciously taste cum. I do love toying with a subject….


Mistress Surrender,
i am on my knees…shaking with arousal…shaking with inevitable surrender! would You please allow me to listen to CEI 2, allow me to orgasm and to eat my cum following Your instructions? i beg You Mistress. i am quivering with the need to please You. i surrender Mistress …


your msg was left around NZ midnight,…when I was asleep.
As well…it is NZ wednesday, when I am often way from the computer and unavailable for messages.
I will take pity on you…and tweet about your…situation!
I have sent a tweet out and asked for comments on your situation.
Oh dear..such…. frustration for you…waiting!
I will be away from the computer for approx 6 hours from now…..
wait for a message from Me, mike…mike who likes to be toyed with…..

Lady Surrender



i am feeling desperate Mistress…and know i will obey…



NZ 11pm right now…and I am about to go to bed…plus you have forgotten that I don’t usually answer msg Tuesdays to Thursdays……
Are you enjoying My toying with you?
when did you last have an orgasm, submissive mike…..?

I think I will post your last messages tomorrow….


Lady Surrender


i love having You toy with me…messing with my mind! It’s a surprise journey that i have no control over but You do.

oh and the last orgasm was 23 days ago. Yes You do control mind, soul and body!!!!

sissy 10 level 2