Erotic Hypnosis : sissy training jnl 5.

The following  journal records another instalment in the training of a new sissy subject. The subject  has been unwell & unable to have privacy to listen to recordings.

I am looking forward… to joanne’s return to health… and to deepening My control and methodical Entrapment.

 

Excerpt from joanne’s journal no.3:

Then, Your girl can’t comprehend how You can make such profound changes inside her head with a single session. This girl has collected pictures of beautiful women for years, role models, templates for the girl Yours would like to become someday. And yes, Your girl has pleasured herself while looking at them. Until Your girl experienced “Addicted to Cock” and “Delete Hetero…” After listening one time, Your girl deleted years of pictures and began collecting pictures of women pleasuring men, taking cocks in all possible ways. New templates. New dreams. The old ones became irrelevant in a single breath.
And last night, after listening to “Craving Control” a single time, the pictures now mean nothing. Your girl has no need for them. Orgasms are still female, and are still amazing, but they aren’t important anymore. Being controlled is everything. Somehow, Your girl thinks this change of mind may be part of being controlled – no way to remember anything but Your delicious whispers. But really – no interest in the pictures at all? And a searing need to find something to prove to You how devoted she really is – to become ever more controlled. Should this girl be doing Sissy Tasks? Should she be edging, proving Your control? LIstening to more recordings? Flying to New Zealand? This one needs You to know how deeply she craves Your control…..

So delicious… to have such a compliant subject.
I love beginning with a newly brainwashed and blank mind….

Begin here…

with the foundation files…..

and I will capture your unwary mind… and have you crave… more of My control.

I am your Siren. I am your Temptress. I am your Goddess.

 

29 February 2016.

Joanne,
I have been leaving messages on twitter from time to time, advising of delays & absence from work.
I hope you are recovering….

Lady S.

7/3/16

OMG Mistress,

Your girl started crying right at her desk when she saw Your note! Your girl has missed listening to You and chatting with You by e-mail soo much. Her life has been closely monitored since her stay in the hospital, and her fee time is very scarce. As Spring approaches, Your girl should be able to find more private time to spend with You.

Your girl has noticed Your periods away, and knows that they could just be time to focus, or they could be a sign of illness. I say a prayer often that You remain healthy and that You are able to enjoy life both with and without Your subbies.

This girl has mostly recovered, although she still basically falls asleep at her computer at 10:30 most evenings, whereas before she routinely stayed up past midnight or 1 AM. She is working out three days a week, so hopes to get her endurance back soon.

One amazing constant has been that after all of this time, Your girl still feels a natural and deep desire for male companions – a complete change from before, and one created entirely by You. Many aspects of hypnosis fade over time, but it does seem You have made a permanent change. Sooo exciting!

Your girl had been worried that You would become so inundated with male subs that You would not have time for her, and Your girl hopes Your business thrives. It is humbling and gratifying that You remember this one – thank You sooo much for writing!

Blessings and love, Mistress!

Your joanne.

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Sissy Training 29 – Serve Mistress

Serve your Mistress!Serve your Mistress!

I am programming you to serve a mistress who will dominate you, sissify you & control you completely!

Every time you listen to this recording, you will feel overwhelmed with the desire to serve a Mistress. Every day in every way you will find ways to serve your Mistress…

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See also:
Erotic Hypnosis – Sissy Slave Training Journal 4

 

 

Erotic Hypnosis : binge/purge cycles journal 7

The following email was received from a subject, describing her cycles of fetish binge/purging and the failure to accept her sissy self.

Whoever you are – friend, sister, artist, submissive, sissy, hypnodomme, tall, skinny, overweight…. etc those parts of you “just is”. Those parts of you are not good, bad, negative, positive…. no pejorative connotations should be thought or felt for any part of you.

I am re-posting a post I wrote back in February 2014, in which I talk about the cycles of fetish purging and binging.

you will see from what I write, that I am very clearly responding from a therapist’s perspective…. that is My training and background.

My response to joanne and all those subjects who struggle with binge/purge cycles, is to say what I say in this article…. self-acceptance is the only response which will permanently stop the destructive nature of binging and purging.

 

Key points:

We either live with fear ruling us … or love ruling us.

Unexpressed needs & repressed tensions will always surface in some form.

The way through lies in accepting yourself for who you are… all parts of you. No exception.

 

31/1/16

Lady Surrender,

It has been much too long. Please allow me to apologize first. Please accept my apology for not writing for all this time. You did nothing wrong, but I have been struggling with my desires. Your live skype session was and still is the most significant moment in my life. During that hour, I did completely surrender to you and was held totally in your spell. I had never experienced anything like it before or since. I can still recall many, many moments. That complete loss of self control scared me too. With each day and week that passed, I struggled with my feelings about it all. I was also very sick for awhile, battling a series of colds and sinus infections that were hard to overcome. Most of all, I battled with my feelings. It has taken me all this time to come to terms with it.

During this time, I again purged my meager wardrobe and set your recordings aside on a thumb drive, locked away. I spent most of this time denying my feelings and using meditation to calm and mostly distract my mind. Through all of this, your voice was always in the back of my mind. My cross gender feelings have always been swirling in the center of my struggle. Watching the Bruce, now Caitlyn, Jenner remarkable transformation kept these feelings front and center.

Three weeks ago, I took that thumb drive and copied your files back onto my mp3 player. I started with Mantra of Submission and continued on to Deepening Hypnosis. A few days ago, I revisited your website and read many of the testimonials, greatly inspired. I saw that you have been very busy helping others and creating many new sessions. I want to begin again, but I don’t want to retreat again. I hope you can find it in your heart to help me.

Was Joanne

My reply:

joanne,

I have no expectation of who I want to see you become… apart from wanting you to be your authentic self. Set those limits that feel right… don’t listen to anal play or other sissy mp3s that don’t feel right.

Set boundaries that allow that feminine part of you to have some outlet…. there’s no need to dismantle your vanilla world to do so.

Step by step…. always checking as to what feels right for you.

Lady Surrender.

Find more of joanne’s journals >>>

See also:
Erotic Hypnosis – Feminine Orgasm – Feminization Live Session – Journal 6

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Lady Surrender’s original post on binging, purging & the need for self-acceptance:

Accepting your submissive self…..as part of your authentic self.

So many submissives struggle with accepting their submissive self and go through cycles of “binge/purge”. I have seen submissives spend a lot of time and money in the “binge” part of the cycle – for example, spending money buying feminine clothes to express their feminisation fetish-…..only to “purge” by throwing out their feminine clothes and vowing never to do that again.

Society makes judgements on many who dare to live differently- be it in the bdsm lifestyle, or in other “fringe” ways of expressing individuality. Before W/we can expect society to accept O/ourselves, W/we need to self -accept. That means that W/we place no judgement or label on being submissive. Instead of viewing “submissive” as “bad” or “weak”…W/we need to view being “submissive” as “just is”. Being submissive is simply as valid as being a brother, a friend, a musician, a writer, a mechanic…etc. It carries no pejorative sense or value.

Accepting your submissive self breaks the binge/purge cycle, and ends the cycle of self-criticism and negative self-talk. It also ends the internal mental and emotional conflict that I often see and hear reflected in interactions I have with submissives. This internal conflict is often characterised by “flip/flopping” between wanting to live a completely vanilla life and deny their submissive self…and the wanting to live out and explore their submissive self.

Sometimes, I have had a submissive describe how it feels as though something “clicks” inside or that they feel as if there are two separate people living inside them. The “click” or the “flip/flopping” sees the submissive swing between what feels like two conflicting worlds. However, there is no need to see this “flip/flopping” as conflicting. All those who share an interest in bdsm live in a vanilla world. It is possible- and certainly much more authentic- to express your submissive self, while acknowledging and living in a vanilla world.
There is a cost to denying your submissive self. This is true no matter what part of your authentic self you deny. With denial- comes a deadening… a loss of aliveness…a loss of passion…. a loss of vibrancy…. a loss of creativity…a loss of soulfulness. The cost is a constant drain on energy and mental tension required to suppress the submissive self. Over time, the repressed submissive self will often subvert and act out…. it’s a simple matter of unexpressed needs and tension finding an outlet.
I have seen how hypnosis works to break that “binge/purge” cycle that many submissives find themselves acting out. My slut wendy (her diary is included in some of the blog posts here) is one submissive who has experienced a “binge/ purge”‘ cycle in regard to her feminisation fetish. wendy has described the “binge/purge” cycle of her past as feeling as though something would “click” in her head…leading to another round of that non-acceptance “binge/purge” cycle. Over a period of several months, wendy had hypnosis with Myself. she now has reached a place in her life where she is free of “binge/purge” cycles and accepts her feminine self.

Hypnosis works by changing behaviour, beliefs, thoughts and feelings on the level of the subconscious mind…. and thus, hypnosis works to alter beliefs about O/ourselves and O/our world. Accepting and simply being who W/we are…the authentic self…. deep at the very centre of O/our being…. enables us to be free.

 

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Erotic Hypnosis : sissy slave training journal 4.

The following email was received from a new subject and describes her rewiring as she discovers My erotic hypnosis recordings.

The subject has been listening to My recordings during her work lunch-hour… as she discovers that she craves My voice each day…

The subject has been choosing “safe” recordings to listen to… during her working day… “safe”- in an effort to stay in control of the cravings that My voice and My hypnosis triggers…

The cravings that I know how to entice… and twist to My own desires.

mmm… hypnodomme arousal… There is nothing quite like toying with a new subject… slowly and methodically extending My silken, seductive control…

Unless… unless… it is to further Entrap and Enslave one of My long-term toys…

Good evening Mistress Surrender!

 

As You know, Your girl has been listening to “Addicted to Makeup” to feed her now undeniable addiction to Your voice. Yesterday, Your girl went into the pharmacy (apothecary?) to purchase some Christmas lights, but somehow, as soon as she walked into the store, she was drawn over to the makeup aisle, where she was suddenly possessed with the need to find a better eyeliner, as she has not been satisfied with the one she most recently used. Your girl walked around the makeup aisle for over half an hour, looking at the different liners and mascaras before she realized that she had come in for lights, and was now hopelessly late to get home. She made her purchases and left quickly, wondering how she could have been so distracted. Hmmmmmm?

 

You are so wonderful!

joanne

 

sissy15c

 

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See also:
Erotic Hypnosis – Sissy Space Training Journal 3

 

 

Erotic Hypnosis : sissy/slave training Journal 3

The following email was received from a new subject of Mine and describes her discovery of My delicious “craving control” mp3.

The subject experiences My style of erotic hypnosis as life changing. Read her journal below.

I am including a copy of the review for “craving control” mp3, written by submissive m (member of inraptured.net) which so intelligently describes the cravings….

the cravings that I know how to entice… and twist to My own desires.

mmm… hypnodomme arousal… There is nothing quite like toying with a new subject… slowly and methodically extending My silken, seductive control…

Unless… unless… it is to further Entrap and Enslave one of My long-term toys…

 

20/11/15

Lady Surrender,

OMG…. After being away for 10 days, and then working under close scrutiny for 3 more, Your girl finally got to listen to “Craving Control.” She made a mini-album of “Deepening Hypnosis” followed by “Craving Control” and settled in for a blissful listen.

OMG what an incredible masterpiece! (Mistresspiece?) The way the whispers weave in and out, no way to really decode everything that is being said, but feeling the effects anyway!

Everything seems so clear in this girl’s mind now – only two questions, really. 1) How can it be possible that this girl has found such a completely perfect Dominant in You? and 2) How can this undeserving girl ever become worthy of Your care and control? I’m serious!

First off, Your devoted girl has learned that one doesn’t just listen to Your voice – it is more like feeling it, being bathed in it, surrounded by Your voice, electrified by it, one moment soft and soothing, the next a solar plasma of super-heated pleasure, filling, every molecule of my body and then stretching it into the cosmos. OMG I need it every day. Day and night. Now. Right now!

Then, Your girl can’t comprehend how You can make such profound changes inside her head with a single session. This girl has collected pictures of beautiful women for years, role models, templates for the girl Yours would like to become someday. And yes, Your girl has pleasured herself while looking at them. Until Your girl experienced “Addicted to Cock” and “Delete Hetero…” After listening one time, Your girl deleted years of pictures and began collecting pictures of women pleasuring men, taking cocks in all possible ways. New templates. New dreams. The old ones became irrelevant in a single breath.

And last night, after listening to “Craving Control” a single time, the pictures now mean nothing. Your girl has no need for them. Orgasms are still female, and are still amazing, but they aren’t important anymore. Being controlled is everything. Somehow, Your girl thinks this change of mind may be part of being controlled – no way to remember anything but Your delicious whispers. But really – no interest in the pictures at all? And a searing need to find something to prove to You how devoted she really is – to become ever more controlled. Should this girl be doing Sissy Tasks? Should she be edging, proving Your control? LIstening to more recordings? Flying to New Zealand? This one needs You to know how deeply she craves Your control.

The weekend is coming – perhaps more chances to listen and absorb and fall even deeper. Thank You sooooo much Lady Surrender! Would You please suggest the next steps for Your slave girl to become more deeply Yours?

 

Yours,
joanne b.

craving control

 

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See also:
Erotic Hypnosis – Sissy Training Journal 2

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Review of “Craving Control” mp3:

Lady Surrender,
Have you ever been roused from your sleep with a craving so strong you could not sleep again until it was sated? In those moments, it is safe to say we can become slaves to our cravings.
I crave hypnosis. I crave control. As I am sure you do. I used to wonder what would happen if my cravings went out of control. What I should have asked was:
What would happen if my cravings were under HER control.
This file is intended in induce cravings for Lady Surrender. There is no hidden agenda Here. This file will instill those cravings with only a few listens. Cravings for control. Cravings to be engulfed into Her whispers. Her addictive, silky whispers. The cravings will follow you into your day. They will become all you think about at night. Her whispers. Her control. The cravings will be real. I started writing this review while listening to this file. After 2 hours all I had to show was a blank page to match my blank mind. The cravings Her whispers instill… they will take you over.
Let me describe a typical day after listening to this file. I woke up from bed this morning thinking of whispered words from the previous night. I went about my day as normal. Every so often a whisper would slide through my mind. It would be just enough to think about Her and Her control. Enough to begin to crave it again. To need it again. Her hypnosis. Her dominance. By the afternoon, I began thinking to myself “I just need to hear Her voice… then I will feel like myself…” At this point, just thinking about Her whispers begin a hardening process with Her cock. You begin to look forward to just simply hearing Her speak. Hearing the rhythm in Her voice. Hearing the pauses between Her words. The cravings can become so strong they feel at times as if they are engulfing your mind. Everything else in the day feels like things to do until nighttime. Nighttime… that’s when Her whispers come. When privacy allows Her voice to slip through my mind once again.
The cravings become an invitation to surrender. At night, the whispers come and satisfy the aching. The aching need to be hypnotized and controlled by Her. At the same time… the cravings only intensify. A cycle of control is formed and… there is no escaping. When your very craving is both satisfied and intensified by the same source … it leads to helpless addiction. With Lady Surrender’s hypnosis… that addiction is inevitable. Delicious helplessness to Her will awaits.
She controls my cravings. The whispers… you can feel them inside you. They sometimes start at the spine, and work up into the back of your mind. This is where they stay… at the edge… waiting…
Be warned… this file is very VERY addictive. Please do not listen unless you are truly ready to handle being a slave. After this file, the hypnosis cravings you have will be intensified and then used…
To bind you to Her…
There is no escape.
Only total surrender…
– your submisive m.

member of inraptured.net

 

Erotic Hypnosis: sissy training

Longing for a fundamental re-wiring of your mind and body to be the sissy you know you are…?

Have you been searching for effective, long-lasting erotic hypnosis that takes control of your mind & body?

Read the journal below…. read and become captive to My Darkly Addictive Hypnosis.

22 October 2015.

Good morning Mistress Surrender!

I have recently discovered your website and Your delicious recordings, and I wondered if You might have room in Your life for another devoted submissive. What I have discovered is that my mind is almost completely open to Your style of hypnosis, and even though we have never met, You have already created profound changes inside me. I am holding my breath in the hope that we can share much more.

I’ve listened recently to Your two foundational recordings, and to “Addicted to Makeup” and “Addicted to Cock”. After only one listen to the latter, I simply deleted over a thousand pictures of beautiful women that I had saved over the years, and began downloading pictures of women giving oral pleasure to men. I tried to pleasure myself, but couldn’t get anything to happen – I don’t have permission, and I know it. And, I’ve been desperately looking for a way to find a man to give oral pleasure to – it is an amazingly urgent drive inside me now to make that happen! This is the kind of fundamental re-wiring that I’ve been searching for for 20 years! Control beyond any hope of resistance, longing for more, craving only to know that my responses please You and make You proud. If You can have that kind of impact in only 3 hours, I can only imagine what regular listening might result in.

 

I have been a hypno-enthusiast for something like 20 years, dating back to when we shared this odd passion through BBS servers, and the internet was the new, upcoming thing. I have purchased recordings from well over 20 different Dominants, mostly in search of a level of being controlled that they could not provide, or that I could not respond to. You are completely different – I have already experienced a level of control from You that is absolutely spellbinding! Is there any chance that we cold share more?

 

i can’t tell sometimes which craving is stronger – to live as a woman or to live as a submissive in TPE. Both would be such pure heaven!

You ask us to say what we want from our hypnosis. I know better than to tell any Dominant, “Whatever You want Mistress….” but I do want to give up freedom broadly so You could choose something You genuinely enjoy sharing. The biggest limit I have to place is that I cannot become stupid – the job that pays for college, for recordings, and for computers requires me to be smart, driven, and engaged – I can’t stay employed if I’m channeling a bimbo. I’ve had some problems with that in the past, and even now struggle with capabilities I’ve lost or had impaired by too many bimbo recordings. I can still be a slut, just not a mindless one. Beyond that, we could play with feminization, submission, weight loss, food control, chastity, non-public piercings, perhaps more. Does any of that interest You?

I am 17 time zones different from You – very difficult to find a time to chat live, but I will find a way to make it happen if You are interested, I’m sorry for the long introduction, but my previous Dominants have wanted to know these things, so I thought I would share them with You up front.

Blessings and love Mistress Surrender! I hope that I may be able to make You smile very soon! Thank You for taking the time to read my request!

joanne b.

submissive joanne,
what a delightful email!
I love knowing the effect My hypnosis has on a subject’s mind.
Most of My hypnosis sessions are with subjects living in the USA and the UK. Here in New Zealand, there are few submissives who have heard of erotic hypnosis. I am well used to working with different time zones…. what is your evening is My afternoon/evening.
Live Hypnosis sessions won’t be a problem, time-wise.

I would describe My style of dominance as “under-stated”….. and I am pleased that you have enjoyed My hypnosis without feeling the need to comment on My “accent”…wry smile.

I see you are continuing your feminisation with “delete hetero/install sissy sex” mp3….

If you are comfortable with your email being posted to My web site…. please let Me know. I did send part of your email out on twitter last night…

Surrender is inevitable…. Resistance is futile.

Lady Surrender.

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Want to experience what joanne experienced?…

… begin with My foundation files that prepare your mind to be inscribed with My transformational hypnosis:

Morning Mantra of Blankness

My brainwashing file, essential to all those wishing to train under Me.

This file is an essential step in clearing all socialization & conditioning processes which are at odds with the desired outcome – especially for those subjects who wish to transform to femme or sissy.

The Morning Mantra of Blankness prepares your mind to be a blank slate for My inscription…

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Deepening Hypnosis

This file conditions your subconscious mind to accept any suggestion(s) made in other files, or in Live One-on-One Hypnosis sessions.

Once you have purchased & listened to these 2 foundation files, your next programming will depend on the desired outcome.

Check the Category Listings here on this site for specific hypnosis kinks.

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Erotic Hypnosis : Feminine Orgasm & Feminization & Live Session Journal 6

The following journal records the correspondence between Myself and subject “c”, (now named joanne) who dreams of being feminised by a strong woman. Subject c has been listening to My mp3 recordings.

Recently- subject “c” has experienced an episode of purging all feminine clothing, and all things associated with feminisation. My hypnosis recordings were not deleted. My brainwashing file – “Morning Mantra of Blankness” is the essential file to listen to, as preparation for embedding feminisation or sissy hypnosis. The Morning Mantra of Blankness removes the socialisation and behaviour of being a “male” and leaves a blank slate ready for My Darkly Addictive hypnosis.

Follow that with My “Deepening Hypnosis” mp3 which conditions the mind to accept the hypnotic suggestions contained in the file, and programmes the subconscious mind to enter trance.

Recently, joanne had her very first Live One-on-One Hypnosis session, in which I programmed her to experience feminine orgasms….. as well as using trigger phrases to increase submission, and to strengthen her fetish attachments.

Feminine Orgasm Level 1 removes the socialisation of being male and of thinking about sex in a “male” belief pattern. This is an essential step to … Feminine Orgasm Level 2 … which contains the Feminine Orgasm hypnosis… which has you experiencing a feminine orgasm the way a biological woman would experience a feminine orgasm.

 

25/5/15

My lovely Lady Surrender,

Thank you so much for the live session. I’ve thought of little else since. It was all so delicious, so very, very special. I still can’t find the words.
Your “Deepening Hypnosis” recording has so much more meaning now. Listening to that and then “Feminine Orgasm 1”, then returning to “Deepening Hypnosis”, then “Feminine Orgasm 2”. I let myself dress in satin and lace. I am yours. Delicious is the word. You are so right.
You are truly a lovely, special Lady. What a privilege it was to speak with you, surrender to you, accepting every word. There was no let down. I’ve been in a daze, a hypnotic, arousing spell. Your spell. I only hope I can have another session.

Your girl joanne

 

Wanting to feel what joanne feels? 

Purchase Morning Mantra of BlanknessFeminine Orgasm Level 1 & 2, and Deepening Hypnosis… listen… and become Entranced… become Mine.

Binding you Closer to Me.

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See also:
Erotic Hypnosis – Feminization using MP3s

 

 

Erotic Hypnosis: Feminization using MP3s Journal 5

The following journal records the correspondence between Myself and subject “c”, who dreams of being feminised by a strong woman. Subject c has been listening to My mp3 recordings.

Recently- subject “c” has experienced an episode of purging all feminine clothing, and all things associated with feminisation. My hypnosis recordings were not deleted. My brainwashing file – “Morning Mantra of Blankness” is the essential file to listen to, as preparation for embedding feminisation or sissy hypnosis. The Morning Mantra of Blankness removes the socialisation and behaviour of being a “male” and leaves a blank slate ready for My Darkly Addictive hypnosis.

Binding you Closer to Me…


Morning Mantra of Blankness

Brainwashing at its finest! 

This Morning Mantra is part of my Morning Mantra Series.

In this erotic brainwashing session, I will drop you into a deep hypnotic trance to then leave you completely fuzzy and mindless, waiting for me to take over. You will be tempted to fall ever so deep… into blankness.

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30/3/15

joanne,
I know that privacy is an issue for you.
If you are able to arrange some privacy to speak with Me, I would be happy to speak with you either in the IR chat room (private room) or on skype. My schedule is not easy to pin down…smiles… I am sure W/we can figure something out.

I want to encourage you in your journey, and to offer suggestions that will assist you in embedding the hypnosis recordings. One of the tools that will assist you in accepting and embedding the hypnosis, will be a Deepening file. I will be releasing a Deepening file shortly.

Binding you closer to Me.

Lady Surrender.

Lady Surrender,

I am considering your suggestion very strongly. It is complicated, to be sure.

I would very much appreciate your encouragement and suggestions. Would a customized mantra and deepening recording be an option I should consider? One for an emotional suggestive? The cost is not an issue. I do seek being bound to you.

I will try to determine a way to make a one-on-one session work. It is too exciting to imagine.

Your Joanne

Lady Surrender,

I woke in the middle of the night to your message. You are too kind to me. You are truly a very special woman. I am touched beyond words. My hesitation is not about money, but about whether I can arrange the time. I want to, and have wanted to for a very long time now. Thank you.

I know that you are quite busy and that your time is very precious. Thank you for the time you offer. Thank you for the time you’ve given simply to read my messages and respond. You are so very generous.

Your Joanne

My reply:

joanne,
see what you are able to arrange.
Loyalty amongst subjects should be rewarded.
I have had significant family issues for some months now….. and have had to step away from work from time to time. It’s likely these circumstances will continue for some time.

If I disappear, I trust you will understand why. I did have a message about this on My web site, and removed it recently.

Lady Surrender.

4/4/15

joanne,
I have been preparing your msg to post on My web site….
I noticed that you had purchased another file of Mine…. sensualmistress send a notice of each title that is purchased. Have you listened to it yet?

I also read one of your messages again…
the Addicted to Strap-on Play is a bdsm based recording. No sissyness…. no femme, no humiliation.
I have just released “Sissy training 25 : Mistress’s strap-on” which is the sissy training file.
I am assuming it is the sissy anal play that is the stumbling block?….

I am enjoying reading of your progress…as always.

Darkly Addictive Hypnosis…. Binding you closer to Me.

5/4/15

Lady Surrender,

Yes, I purchased the Morning Mantra Falling In Love With Her. It’s wonderful.

At first, just the idea of being a sissy was difficult for me to hear and accept, but your session helped me over come that. The topic that led to the purge was being overwhelmed by a desire for cock and cum. It was too much for me. My erotic thoughts had always been about women, not men. As I have rebooted my training, I’ve had my first erotic fantasies about cock. It’s quite unbelievable to me. It can only be by your exquisite hypnosis that this is happening. My appetite has always been far ahead of my mind’s ability to accept and enjoy it. I simply love your voice and your sessions so much, I’m afraid I’ve just desired whatever you created. I know now that I need to be mindful of my internal progress. I need to give myself time to accept these lessons.

It has been said so many times, by so many of your followers, you are an incredible hypnodomme. Your voice, impossible to resist. Your training, my addiction.

I love you so,
Joanne

sissy15c

Find more of joanne’s journals >>>

See also:
Feminization using MP3s – Journal 4