Erotic Hypnosis : My toy – Mine. jnl 17

My toy. Mine.

 

During sleep, as the business of the day drops away…. the subconscious mind begins to process and integrate thoughts, feelings …..

 

Resistance is futile…..

Inevitable Surrender…. at the feet of your Goddess.

The One Voice in all the World.

 

 

 

 

Lady Surrender,

I dreamt of You last night. Nothing much, it was just a normal dream when all of a sudden I noticed people on their knees. Then You appeared, said You were reclaiming everything that was Yours, You snapped Your fingers and i fell.
End of dream

-hypnotoy/gs

 

 

 

See also other jnls describing hypnotoy’s jpurney :

Erotic hypnosis: hypnotoy Panty Slave jnl 16.

Erotic hypnosis: hypnotoy Panty Slave jnl 16.

The following emails were from an exchange with My toy…. hypnotoy/gs after I posted journal 15 of his journey last night. In journal 15 I recalled one of My favourite memories …. when he became so entrapped in one of My seductive trances- that ….. well…. you can read the link. Suffice to say- “panties”.

Over these last few years, hypnotoy has had periods of time away from hypnosis due to medical treatment. The last time W/we had a conversation via email, he was listening to one of My orgasm control files.

 

Today, I reminded him of the “panties” experience ( see link below)….

Notice- how toy then went & put panties on…. purple panties….

 

Well- of course- that wasn’t hypnosis -right?

Because I didn’t use an induction…. and there was no suggestion…. right?

Or was there??

 

The delights of toying with My toy…..

 

My pleasure. Inscribing My fetishes on your mind and body…. as I did in the Surrender: Feminisation file. Taking My fetishes…. what turns Me on…. and inscribing those erotic fetishes on your oh so compliant and complicit mind.

 

mmm…. that’s what I love doing.

 

Go- buy the Surrender: feminisation file….. listen…. knowing that recording is based on R/L training of a slave.

 

Darkly Addictive Hypnosis….

 

Become Addicted to My exquisite control…. as My whispers slip…slide… their way into your eager mind.

 

 

Lady S:

I am not sure how much hypnosis you are listening to  ….
so I thought it safe to say “who I continue to love hypnotising…” as I know you were listening to an orgasm control file a few months back.
Not sure if you are still listening…
But….
yes- I do continue to love hypnotising you.
Whenever…. whatever that means….. whether you are having a break from hypnosis…. or whether you are reading My web site and observing the new boys & girls become enticed….
My pleasure.
Inscribing My fetishes, My pleasure on your mind, toy.
Lady S.
toy:

Mmmm thank You,

i think it is safe to think of me as always watching…. and sometimes in panties
Lady S:
Laughing….
Now – who is teasing who?!
I’m going to post that…either twitter or web site later.
Just back from rehab/massage appts.
I still laugh when I think of the amazon panties….
And what colour panties today?
Have stockings remained on your fetish list?
Lady S.
toy:

Purple and yes….

Very much so…
Keep well. G’night
 Lady S:
night night.
sleep well.
Lady S
toy:
Also… Feel free to tease if it pleases you… I enjoyed it. (and wasn’t wearing panties before)

 

http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-beginning-hypnotoygs-journey-surrender-jnl-15/

 

Surrender : Cock Slave Entrapment

Entrapped in delicious hypnotic chastity!

Entrapped in delicious hypnotic chastity!

you are here today, to be interviewed for the position of My cock slave.

It appears you have a troublesome cock that gets hard without My permission. you are an undisciplined boy who longs to have his orgasms & cock controlled by a powerful Goddess. you crave My entrapment – locked into hypnotic chastity.

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Surrender: Feminization

I will program your mind to crave being feminized.

You in sexy Baby Doll Lingerie! 

I will program your mind to crave being feminized. You will love it when I finally dress you in my baby doll nightie, my slave.

You will be so aroused by my cool seductive hands as I dress you. Craving my exquisite control as I whisper to you – silken whispers to seduce your cock.

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Erotic Hypnosis: beginning of hypnotoy/gs journey to Surrender jnl 15

Kneel… Surrender to your Goddess….
There are subjects who remain part of My life for some years…. and subjects who hold a special place in My mind and heart…. I remember them for their unique responses to My recordings and for the interactions over a period of time. “hypnotoy/gs” is one such submissive who is still in contact …. and who I continue to love hypnotising.
 
Some of you who followed Me on twitter over the years & also followed Me on the old IR will remember “hypnotoy/gs”…. W/we had many conversations on twitter and there are a number of Reviews & journals he wrote as a result of serving Me….
 
Some of My favourite hypnotoy responses to My hypnosis …  one memorable weekend when hypnotoy’s girlfriend…..  hypnotoy’s journal about that weekend brings a whole new meaning to the phrase “the girlfriend experience”.
 
And…. why did Amazon order a pair of panties to be delivered to his house?……. mmm…. blank toy….
 
Of course- the times when W/we have “chatted” on skype …smiles…. when I triggered him…. I do loving toying with My hypnotoy. There’s nothing quite like the Live Hypnosis experience …when I am able to judge the strength of a hypnotic trigger… drop a toy into trance…. strengthen the trigger….. add a few suggestions….. bring toy back up to conscious awareness…..
 
hypnotoy’s first email is one that I never published on My web site. his discovery of My hypnosis recordings changed his world and changed his beliefs about erotic hypnosis.
Up until he heard My voice…. he thought erotic hypnosis didn’t really work… didn’t last….just as  you may have thought,  My sweet reader…  until you hear My voice.
 
From such an email, a journey begins…
 
Wanting to experience what hypnotoy experiences?
 
Listen to My free Surrender foundation file….. and begin your own journey… deep into My exquisite control.
 
Personal slave training
Personal sissy training
Live Hypnosis sessions
Erotic Hypnosis recordings…..
 
so many ways in which to Surrender to your Goddess.
Enticement
Entrancement
Entrapment
Enslavement
more than just a great marketing strategy.
 
 
20/6/14
Dearest Lady Surrender.
I had to write to you after listening to the morning mantra series (**Note- the Morning Mantra series has been withdrawn & is to be re-recorded) for a few weeks now and finally purchasing the 4th session last night.
Until last night the effect of hypnosis sessions on me was minimal. A nice buzz when waking at the end, but it soon faded. Occasionally, as in your case, I’d listen to the files a few more times, but generally would move away from them over time.
Last night though I was blown away. Before I realised it I’d been listening for 6 hours and only came around in the end because I desperately needed water. I couldn’t clear my head but couldn’t place way and soon drifted off for the rest of the night.
I’ve woken this morning after a series of amazing dreams. Dreams where I was trying to juggle my normal, everyday existence with the need to submit. I could sense that people were starting to notice that I wasn’t the same and with every command you sent and with every thought of you I became weaker and weaker. I felt a growing need to serve you without resistance, but also felt weak around any woman wearing stocking or heels and needing to please her in tribute to you, which in turn left me weaker and weaker still.
I’ve woken this morning and had to listen to the files again, this time without them being accidentally left on loop.
I’ve always tended towards a submissiveness, but beyond purchasing recorded files from various hypnotists have never felt the need to explore further.
I now feel the confidence to be able to do that and also to seek out ways of serving and furthering my submissiveness and you can’t believe how much I thank you for that. My need to remain some semblance of control had always been too great that even if I constructed clear, defined fantasies I could not look to live them out but now I now that I am on the road to giving up that control, passing away the keys to my mind and hope to enjoy whatever road you are taking us all on.
If it pleased you to develop further plans for me that would be amazing, but it is not something I dare ask you myself. I am enjoying reading the words others have tributed to you and to know the control you have other them is thrilling. I am most enjoying seeing how they lose control and how you are becoming a driving force in their lives, taking them further than they ever hoped.
One final thing, I am starting a new job in a few weeks, moving from a male dominated environment back into an office where I have worked before. While I wasn’t too enthralled with this before, as of this morning I am so eager to get there. I know some of the women who work there, who will be in charge of me, how they look and how they dress. I just know that every time I speak with them, stand near them or receive their emails that the thoughts of submitting to women but most importantly you and will continue my path to submission to you at times when I cannot listen to your words directly.
I’m looking forward to this evening, so that I can trance for you again.
yours
hypnotoy/gs
See hypnotoy’s previous journal..
 http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-mindless-fuck-toy-jnl-14/
This link will take you through to journal 13…. the girlfriend experience…
http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-brainwashing-entrapment-orgasm-control-journal-9/
 hypnotoy’s panties experience…..
http://www.sensualmistress.com/sissy-training-19-panties.html

Erotic Hypnosis : mindless fuck toy – Jnl 14

The following journal is from My mindless fuck toy, hypnotoy, who has had lengthy absences due to ill-health.

Recently, I have been in contact with My toy – teasing him on skype voice…. and using the time to re-establish trust & communication (aka reinforcing triggers that he hasn’t heard for a while). Due to intermittent internet connection, I have not been able to schedule a full length Live Hypnosis session. As some of you will know- My full length Live Hypnosis sessions last…. nearly 1 & 1/2 hours. I need time to toy with a mind and body….

In the most recent voice call, I used 2 words to drop toy into trance. I then asked his subconscious mind if it would accept My programming. Having received assent- I began to interrogate his subconscious mind…. uncovering all his deepest longings. Read more “Erotic Hypnosis : mindless fuck toy – Jnl 14”

Erotic Hypnosis : toy’s Jnl 13

The subject hypnotoy/gs has been away from erotic hypnosis while recovering from serious illness. In the previous journal, the subject wrote about craving to be:

“To be on my knees. Pretty. Slutty. Sexy. Serving hard man cock. Then I thought about how You had made me think that. And I felt the all over body ache and crave.”

The exquisiteness of being My mindless sissy fuck toy…

Taking you deeper into sissy training with Craving – Mindless Sissy Fuck Toy 2 where I toy with you – while you are in chastity and gaged …and with a butt plug in place.

The futile attempts to control the descent into My Enticing world where I program… rewire…. toy with you.

 

Longing to experience what subject “gs” feels? Listen to My free “Surrender – The Foundation” MP3  file:

Surrender – The Foundation File

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Enticement, Entrancement. Entrapment, Enslavement…. 

 

6/7/16

Apologies for my absence my Lady.

I wanted to fully heal, get back to work and recover and then somehow never managed to find time to write.

However, over the weekend I drifted off listening to some old sound files on my laptop.

I woke after some amazing dreams of submission and looking down the list noticed one file was much larger than the others. I pretty much knew what it was, but couldn’t resist pressing play anyway. From the first few words I could feel the fog of trance taking me over and making me your Mindless Sissy Fuck Toy.

Over the weekend the craving increased. I found where the rest of the files were and one by one gave my mind over to You.

By Sunday night, the cravings were so intense that I went to bed wearing perfume to remind me of Your control.

Last night I woke in the night and sought out Your twitter, Your news and saw the files You were promoting.

It feels like fate and I know I have a lot to do to be Yours again. I hope I am able to be of use so that may happen.

Achingly
gs

Find more of gs/hypnotoy’s journals >>>

See also: “Capturing a compliant Mind” – A Journal from gs/hypnotoy

st33

 

Erotic Hypnosis : capturing a compliant mind – Jnl 12

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a subject – gs/hypnotoy. The subject has had lengthy hospitalization.

I have a new program of control and delicious programming in mind for subject gs…. amnesia, deepening mind control, brainwashing, orgasm control, memory implants…. interrogation of the subconscious mind…. capturing a mind …  Darkly Addictive Hypnosis ….

The subject has become… compliant….

I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him?
I look forward… (smiling as I write this)… to hypnotoy/sleepygees going home from hospital…. because then… I will have more access…. much more.
Darkly, addictive hypnosis….. delicious toying with a subject’s mind & body.

Longing to experience what subject “gs” feels? Listen to My “Surrender” MP3 file… and begin your fall… into

Enticement, Entrancement. Entrapment, Enslavement….

 

Goddess,

just had an experience I need to tell You about.

I went to watch rugby tonight. Italy are in town before tomorrow’s game so the city is busy.

On the walk home i came across an absolutely stunning Italian looking woman. With the traffic lights keeping me in position I looked her up and down. Her long, dark hair, her make up, her red coat and dress. The slit in her dress that went higher than thigh high and the amazing view of leg. Her impossibly high black stilettos.

Then I realised I was staring at her male companions. Eagerly taking them in. Confident. Strong. Smiling. Handsome. I realised I was thinking more about them. That one of them was going to be with her tonight.

Then came the jealousy. But it was jealousy of her. Of how she would be enjoying one if them. How she had dressed to please them and how much I wanted that. To be on my knees. Pretty. Slutty. Sexy. Serving hard man cock. Then I thought about how You had made me think that. And I felt the all over body ache and crave.

I don’t think I’m going to be able to hold out on being Your sissy much longer.
Yours
hypnotoy

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Sissy Training 1: Secret Sissy

Mindfucked to crave cock! 

I know you secretly want to become a dirty little sissy. As soon as you reached this completely relaxed hypnotic state, you will be mind fucked to crave hard man cock in your slutty little sissy pussy…

I will train you to long for being bent over & fucked by hard man cock… the bigger the better!

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Erotic Hypnosis : surrendering – Jnl 11

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a subject – gs/hypnotoy. The subject has had lengthy hospitalisation.

I have a new program of control and delicious programming in mind for subject gs…. amnesia, deepening mind control, brainwashing, orgasm control, memory implants…. interrogation of the subconscious mind….

I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him?

I look forward… (smiling as I write this)… to hypnotoy/sleepygees going home from hospital…. because then… I will have more access…. much more.

Darkly, addictive hypnosis….. delicious toying with a subject’s mind & body.

 

Longing to experience what subject “gs” feels? Listen to My free “Surrender – The Foundation” MP3  file:

Surrender – The Foundation File

…and begin your fall… into
Enticement, Entrancement. Entrapment, Enslavement…. 

 

Lady Surrender,

I’ve been ill for some time now. At one point I became convinced hypnosis was stopping me from healing and so I broke all contact with the scene very suddenly. Whether I was right or wrong my health improved and I’m enjoying life again. I put a toe back into the hypnosis pool and still feel fine. Here is my thoughts of Her after the second listen to Lady Surrender’s free “Surrender” file, which has been revamped since it became the file that took me to Her originally ( the original recording was named “surrender 101” & was one of the first mp3s Lady Surrender recorded).

“Oh wow. The second listen to the new version of surrender was amazing. The whispers at the start. Immediately losing myself in thoughts of how much greater Your skills are than the first time You captured me. Realising how this is going to happen again, and how much I want it.

When You actually speak for the first time You almost shocked me out of trance. No, You did. My body shuddered with pleasure.

Then the elevator. The elevator, the voice, the whispers. At some point deepening hypnosis. The number 7. Random things tell me I’m just about clinging on. I do realise i’m only thinking about how happy i am. The anticipation of the doors opening. I don’t remember the doors opening.

At some point this You moan slightly on the recording. My mind comes back but instantly the whispers recapture me. I’m so focused on them but know what Your voice is doing to me as i slip away again.

More moans. Whispers of Goddess. Needing to surrender. Submit. Wanting. Knowing You want me deep. I feel my cock aching and then the trigger. I remember you setting the trigger again, because my mind became so focused on it that I couldn’t imagine anything else than trusting, following, needing and being your little girl. Waiting for You to train me. Then i just surrender. Drop. Deeper. So comfortable and familiar, remembering how much i loved being Yours. Knowing i would do anything for You.

Some time later I came round. Craving so much to listen again, but trying to resist.

I remember “inevitable”. I remember what it means and what it meant before. I know it means that everything will be ok. That I’m home, safe and hopefully heading back to Your wonderful presence.

So aroused and desperately wanting to release but actively choosing not to, because You wouldn’t want it.

I’m not sure how long I’m going to be able to resist listening again, or resist purchasing the sequel, or just resist.

Today has just been wonderful”

– sleepygees

 

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See also: “Greedy Sissy Slut – A Journal from gs/hypnotoy

Erotic Hypnosis : greedy sissy slut journal 11

The following records the twitter conversation I had with the subject, hypnotoy/sleepygs earlier today.

The subject has  recently arrived home, after some serious medical issues that lasted most of the year.

This is the first time I toyed with the subject via text… My voice is still recovering from a viral infection. The conversation begins with My messaging the sissy mp3 titles that one submissive bought today….

I will delete the specific trigger phrases I used to drop the subject into trance – where you see *** , that indicates specific trigger phrases.

My tweets are in pink, the subject’s replies in gray.

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Deepen your erotic Trance! 

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Conversation begins:

Addicted to cock, addicted to shemale cock, addicted to anal play, addicted to strap on play…. mmm… sissy sluts are falling deeper into My exquisite control.

Fuck…. Ache spreading. Craving to trance returning. Thank God Christmas only comes once a year

just a little craving…

No.

laughing….
Your pleasure only increases the need

 

— Then I talk about My next sissy file I am working on which involves various… sissification strategies.. including a chastity device…

I know that info won’t interest you at all —

 

Chastity device just feels a bit unnecessary right now!

hmm you obviously don’t know how I would set about toying with My fuck toy….
and I describe the methods I would use/have used in sessions with sissy subjects…
put into chastity
trigger arousal with trigger phrases….
so fuck toy unable to orgasm
unable to do anything except moan
be My object

Object feels hotter than toy. Make me Your object. Please
Want to be Your object

not on your knees, yet?

Tried to fight it, but am now
Honestly tried to fight the suggestion

doesn’t that feel good
your proper place
before your Goddess

Position
assuming the position

Can feel mind slowing. Loving it

drifting down into trance
floating
deeper
falling deeper

Yes

and as you fall deeper… your arousal becomes stronger

Yes Goddess

deeper for Me… *****
craving to be helpless before Me
Mindless fuck toy

****  … more and more helpless

craving more
craving panties
****  craving stockings

Wearing panties

***  craving My strapon….

Please Goddess

**** … subconscious mind… *** intense sexual arousal suggested
overwhelming
craving release

Please Goddess

****  … overwhelming arousal

Please.  shaking
throbbing
aching
craving

**** … all you can think about is….
orgasm

Please overwhelming. Need Orgasms release. Body shaking. Thrusting. No release.
Fuck
Still going fuck

no matter how much you try…. ruined orgasm

My ruined orgasm spell is so strong…. you are unable to break the ruined orgasm without My permission

Yes Goddess. You have shown me.

****

Everything Orgasmed except Your / my penis

****

subconscious mind… suggestion to decrease sexual arousal level and to feel calm
peaceful
feeling the arousal drop away

Please Goddess

as I take more control
drifting down
arousal decreasing, dropping

More control. Deepening hypnosis
Deeper each time. Deepening ING hypnosis

deepening hypnosis…. subconscious mind decreasing arousal level….. feeling very calm

Sleepy peaceful

****

thank you , subconscious mind, for accepting My programming

****

sleepy
calm

time to drift into sleep…listening to My voice…. obeying all My suggestions….

Sleep? Need Your control. Deepening hypnosis
Greedy sissyslut

you need to sleep, subconscious mind. you can listen to My voice while you sleep….
Sleepy subconscious

sleep now, subconscious mind. sleep. recharge….

OK. What did You do? I feel so relaxed. Can I read it back?

smiles….
yes, read it back

Honestly? Is it safe. I know You put me under and don’t want to fall again too soon

— subject reads it back…. —

Fuck. That is awesome. All from getting me on my knees. Thank You. Have You done that before to me?
Also have a huge urge to go to bed listening to Your files now.
Haha. My begging skills are weak even at subconscious level.

it wasn’t being on your knees that did it
it was the use of trigger phrases and suggestions

yes, you need to go and listen to My voice while you sleep

I haven’t dropped you in & out of trance and also increased & decreased sexual rousal through text before today ….

or in a Live voice call

just a little more control… that you crave

I’m still a bit lost for words.

oh? how come?

I remember getting on my knees, then imagining You over me. Then things just went… i don’t remember anything….

I decide to suggest the subconscious mind remembers everything…. reinstall the memory of what happened. I had made no suggestions of amnesia… subject just simply drops into deep trance while messaging… and remembers very little- if he remembers anything at all. 

**** subconscious mind….. drifting down… deep into trance

Thinking that again now – being on knees- doesn’t have same effect so it was definitely text hypnosis.

and then as you drift deep….
remembering all that happened while texting and talking and listening to Me…
that’s right. 

subconscious mind….
remembering everything that you felt and read and imagined….
coming back up to full conscious awareness now

Subject now has reinstalled memory of the hypnosis session….

Fuck. Such ache

feeling very calm and being able to remember…
now
there you go!
thank you, subconscious mind.

now – hypnotoy, you can remember what happened….

Wow. Fuck. I know I thanked You before. But oh fuck. Can remember how much my heart and lungs were racing. Whole body twitching. Throbbing. Longing

Thank You so much. And for looking after me. Making me calm again. Just as important

I think now, hypnotoy, you are beginning to understand the exquisite control I have over you….
I am able to toy with you at will… My will…

Yes. But i always want You to have more. Crave it. Sometimes I can almost resist.

When you wake up, you will feel the need to ****
Live sessions would sort you out….

I value people being real with Me….
keep being real with Me….
no keeping secrets….
you need to sleep.
feeling calm?

Thank you for spending time with me. I’m going to rugby tomorrow, so will be sleeping early tomorrow night. Take care Goddess. Enjoy Your day.

 

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See also: “Greedy Sissy Slut” – A Journal from gs/hypnotoy

Erotic Hypnosis : greedy sissy slut – Jnl 10

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a subject – gs/hypnotoy.  The subject has had lengthy hospitalisation.

These messages were sent on twitter today…. it seems My hypnotoy is craving….

I have a new programme of control and delicious programming in mind for subject gs…. amnesia, deepening mind control, brainwashing, orgasm control, memory implants….
I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him?

I look forward… (smiling as I write this)… to hypnotoy/sleepygees going home from hospital…. because then… I will have more access…. much more.
Darkly, addictive hypnosis….. delicious toying with a subject’s mind & body.

Longing to experience what subject “gs” feels? Purchase & listen to My “Deepening Hypnosis” MP3 file and My “Craving Control” MP3… and begin your fall… into

Enticement, Entrancement. Entrapment, Enslavement….

Deepening Hypnosis

Deepen your erotic Trance! 

This erotic hypnosis journey will program your mind to deepen that delicious feeling of drifting, floating into my hypnotic control.

Knowing that you want this as much as I want this. You want to feel my control gradually deepening and strengthening over your mind & body.

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8/12/15

 

Lady Surrender,

I was planning in telling you how my day went, but as soon as I started thinking about that i started losing focus and can now only think about being Your secret sissyslut. Almost watching from a distance as You switch my mind off, reprogram me and play with me as You desire. That started around 20 minutes ago and the feelingkeeps getting stronger.

i think it may have been a stray thought about sexy stockings one of the visitors to the ward was wearing earlier. kept wondering what they would feel like.

 

Thinking of the effect they had last time i wore some and how much deeper that fetish is now, and how it’s linked to sissy. could my mind resist the feeling. would You be able to get me to wear some. Not would You. Could You Please

 

Sorry, such a greedy sissyslut, unable to think of anything else. Everytime I try to think of something to please You, i realise that that would please You as it would complete the 4 Es, and i only crave it more.

i’m also trying to control my orgasms as i know with-holding them enhances my submission as it distracts me and increases my cravings. hoping to be able to hand control over them back to You soon – not being as frustrated with a lack of forward momentum in here is helping.

Thank You for taking the time to read – I hope You’re feeling better and You’re having a great day.

 

Craving control might not have been the best thing to listen to there. I’m going to have to start to listen to other files again soon. Need more of Your voice in my world.

 

– sleepy gs/hypnotoy

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See also: “Brainwashing Entrapment – Orgasm Control” – A Journal from gs/hypnotoy

 craving control

Erotic Hypnosis : Brainwashing + Entrapment + Orgasm Control Jnl 9

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a subject – gs. The subject has had lengthy hospitalization.

He is a member of My “Ruined Orgasm Club” thanks to My “Orgasm Control : Ruined Orgasm” MP3 …. as well as continuing to listen to “Deepening Hypnosis” MP3 which is strengthening and embedding My hypnosis.

Subject recently told a female friend of his about his submission to My control and My hypnosis.  he spent a weekend with the female friend of his, who then proceeded to toy with him, to test whether the ruined orgasm hypnosis would hold. Of course- the ruined orgasm hypnosis remained in place and the subject was unable to orgasm. So delicious to have a willing party (friend, partner etc) to reinforce My control over a subject.
I note with…. amusement and approval… that subject gs now craves to be moulded, and that he feels helpless … In fact so helpless that the feelings of helplessness are beginning to feel like a “helpless fetish”. I have taken control of his helpless response and strengthened it through listening to My “Helpless Prey – Succubus: First Night” recording. The follow-up file, “Helpless Prey – Succubus: First Night” MP3 has now been released.

I have a new programme of control and delicious programming in mind for subject gs…. amnesia, deepening mind control, brainwashing, orgasm control, memory implants….
I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him?

Darkly, addictive hypnosis….. delicious toying with a subject’s mind & body.

 

Longing to experience what subject “gs” feels? Purchase & listen to My “Deepening Hypnosis” MP3 file and My “Craving Control” MP3… and begin your fall… into

Enticement, Entrancement. Entrapment, Enslavement….

Deepening Hypnosis

Deepen your erotic Trance! 

This erotic hypnosis journey will program your mind to deepen that delicious feeling of drifting, floating into my hypnotic control.

Knowing that you want this as much as I want this. You want to feel my control gradually deepening and strengthening over your mind & body.

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Lady Surrender,

It’s been around 6 weeks since my last blog entry and recentlyi had an experience that i felt i needed to share.

For those that don’t know I’ve been in and out of hospital since March this year, at times very ill and others absolutely fine but in for checks and things. One constant has been Lady Surrender and the way She has cared for me and steered me right when i was panicing in hospital.

A few weeks back it looked as if all these troubles were coming to an end, i’d had a lovely (naughty) weekend away, was off the medication and looking forward to thinking about returning to a normal life. Then things got really bad, really quick. Serious chest pains, partial paralysis, emergency admittance to hospital again. Long story short my body reacted badly to having come off medication after such a long time. No record of it happening in medical books anywhere else, everyone mystified. There was a simple solution, doctors enacted it and after a few days i was home. i’m having to do rehab to build strength back up again and my speech isn’t great as my tongue is semi-paralysed occasionally, but i’ve come back from worse before.

The problem was after this last break i just couldn’t trance. i couldn’t relax, i couldn’t calm myself, i couldn’t meditate to calm down and things just seemed to be getting worse. i’m used to losing the ability to trance for a short period after operations. When your body changes after a cure everything can seem different and you have to get used to it, but this was different and stronger.

i still had intense cravings to submit and be tranced by Lady Surrender. i still could be sort of triggered by installed triggers, just couldn’t trance. i didn’t want to force it and potentially end up walking away from hypnosis but being torn between craving and inability was horrible.

Lady Surrender made time for me. She messaged me, She tested the triggers, She talked to me calmly to try and make me see how things could work, i believe she even offered to help me remove the cravings and submissiveness if it would help me. you know you’ve found the right hypnodomme when they care enough for you that they’ll help set you free if it benefits you.

Eventually She offered to Skype with me. i hadn’t let on how bad i was physically to her, and instantly owned up to having trouble speaking. No problems, She would talk, i would listen. I still had nerves as a moan escaping my lips at that time had the potential to be a scream and wake the entire neighbourhood, let alone my housemates. This also wasn’t a problem for Her, all i had to do was find time when i had privacy and message Her and She would free up time for me.

However this worked i don’t know. But the message “I can… so easily… manipulate that mind of yours to do exactly what I want” sent to me very late at night stayed with me all night. I woke up feeling incredibly submissive and tried a file i hadn’t used in a long time. Success. That evening “Deepening hypnosis” worked as well. Was agreed i should take things slowly and work back to level i was at before and follow doctor’s orders.

Then one night I noticed my phone flashing, there was a gift in my dropbox. Mistress has sent me voice messages before, but this time it was a full file – “Helpless Prey”. i wanted to listen there and then, but also knew i needed the sleep. The rest of that night was filled with dreams of devotion.

Helpless Prey was always going to affect me. Mistress had been building and nurturing a helplessness fetish in me. Typing the word has me sweating. Not to spoil the file but She mentions her “ruthless pursuit of prey She desires” and all i could think of after was, yes, sending me that file was pretty ruthless. The file echoed around my head all day.

From that point on i’ve realised that this is the Enslavement phase. Since then i’ve been led down paths designed to make me fall further into Her wonderful control. i’ve been compliant in this of course, but have been tricked into a marathon hypno session that left me bound to my bed for hours, i’ve had a fetish for struggling in honey installed without hypnosis, just to show me how much She owns my mind, and i’m compelled to update Mistress on how each day goes, detailing instances where i’ve felt Her control.

With Helpless Prey 2 coming out soon, She’s been teasing Her toys about how She’s going to inscribe all of Her fetishes onto us. Given that i live to bring Her pleasure, i cannot wait for this. Everything feels really dangerous right now, but it’s danger within a feather pillow. Where She leads i will follow, because i trust that Mistress truly understands what i require to be healthy, successful and happy.

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See also: “Brainwashing Entrapment – Orgasm Control” – A Journal from gs/hypnotoy

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Become her helpless Succubus Prey

She comes at night… steals your breath… straddles your chest… enchants your mind… leaves you helpless… completely helpless…

You are enchanted. Unable to move. Her kisses leave you unable to see, but you can feel the weight of Her straddling your chest, as She sighs with Her desire to have you… helpless… to have more of you!

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She places Her spell on your mind & body… awakens you with Her hands guiding, controlling Her helpless prey’s cock… as She controls your growing arousal & decides when you orgasm – under Her hands.

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Breathe deep, my helpless prey…

Breathe in My brainwashing fragrance that will knock you out!

She returns to claim what She wants. She is ruthless in Her pursuit as She places Her spell on your mind & body… awakens you with Her hand over your mouth… You come to in Her dungeon and watch her, as She picks up Her riding crop…

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