Erotic Hypnosis : dolly jnl 6.

The following email is from My subject dolly doll- now named Alice doll.

dolly discovers that she can be hypnotised …simply through text. The subject is now formally registered as My slave.

The subject also has a pony self… now named My “sugar”.

The subject now craves more of My delicious control as I continue with her dollification. The subject had a series of hands free orgasms during her last Live Hypnosis session, and is now back under the “ruined orgasm” control.

Wanting to feel what alice felt?

Craving to feel your subconscious mind respond to a powerful Goddess?….. to have all your most secret desires…. accessed as She interrogates your subconscious mind?

Read the link below of dolly’s account of her recent Live One-on-One Hypnosis session, in which I interrogated dolly’s subconscious mind and uncovered all her secret fantasies and desires.

 

13/6/16

 

The following is an interaction I had with Goddess, the other day via Skype. I had been chatting to Goddess about how things were and just general catch up. She always looks out for me in working life as well and is one of the many things I love about Her.

 

As You will see she asked me to write about the effects of Her voice. Well as You can see below I thought it better to show You via the discussion and bear in mind this is only via text! So imagine how enhanced the effect are with Voice.

 

To summarise, anything I hear or read from Goddess is a compulsion I just have to do it, it’s no different to needing to eat or sleep it is an automatic process for me, and I crave to please Her:

 

[08/06/2016 08:14:27]  Sounds like i need to cut You a cheque for being my buisness coach

[08/06/2016 08:14:44] hypnotherapy consultant: similar to laying out the design of a house before you build.

[08/06/2016 08:14:52] hypnotherapy consultant: I have worked as a life coach so… [08/06/2016 08:14:59] hypnotherapy consultant: I kind of know the steps….

[08/06/2016 08:15:10] hypnotherapy consultant: no need to write a cheque….

[08/06/2016 08:15:20]  i know Goddess that was my smart arse way of saying i appreciate all the advice

[08/06/2016 08:15:23] hypnotherapy consultant: just write about your response to My voice…

[08/06/2016 08:15:54] of course Goddess, that is always an enjoyable subject to write on

[08/06/2016 08:16:12] hypnotherapy consultant: I will go & do some editing…

I enjoyed chatting with you…

[08/06/2016 08:16:44] i alwasy enjoy chatting with You Goddess, i could do it all day!

[08/06/2016 08:16:54] hypnotherapy consultant: naughty dolly….

[08/06/2016 08:17:18] just a dolly who enjoys his Goddess and Her pretty shoes

[08/06/2016 08:17:30] hypnotherapy consultant: xxx

[08/06/2016 08:17:42] be well Goddess and i will think of You

[08/06/2016 08:17:54] hypnotherapy consultant: thank you…

[08/06/2016 08:17:57] even when the mindlessness file gets a hold of me

[08/06/2016 08:18:38] hypnotherapy consultant: oops. that last comment of yours just made audacity crash

[08/06/2016 08:19:33]  lol sorry  naughty Dolly interrupting Your work

[08/06/2016 08:23:27] hypnotherapy consultant: naughty naughty  should be caged & gagged

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Wanting to feel what alice felt?
Craving to be toyed with and controlled the way dolly doll is?
Email Me at mistress.commands (at) yahoo.com

Submit to Mistress Surrender

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See also:
Dollification” and “Interrogation of the Subconscious Mind” – Journals by dolly doll

Erotic Hypnosis : dollification jnl 5

The following email is from My subject dolly doll – now named Alice doll. The subject is now formally registered as My slave.

The subject also has a pony self… now named My “sugar”.
The subject now craves more of My delicious control as I continue with her dollification. The subject had a series of hands free orgasms during her last Live Hypnosis session, and is now back under the “ruined orgasm” control.

Wanting to feel what alice felt in the Live Session?

Craving to feel your subconscious mind respond to a powerful Goddess?… to have all your most secret desires… accessed as She interrogates your subconscious mind?

Read more about dolly’s account of her recent Live One-on-One Hypnosis session, in which I interrogated dolly’s subconscious mind and uncovered all her secret fantasies and desires.

Lady Surrender,

 

Here is an image i found that i love and looks very doll like, the face really portrays how i feel when your control washes over me and i drift down into dolly mode.

 

i can image myself being transformed to become a dolly like this for You and just the thought of that sends my mind into a spin.

 

dolly

dolly

Craving to be toyed with and controlled the way dolly doll is?
Email Me at mistress.commands@yahoo.com

Submit to Mistress Surrender

 

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Doll Ruined Orgasms” and “Interrogation of the Subconscious Mind” – Journals by dolly doll

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Surrender today… listen to My FREE recording!

Enticed by My silken seductive whispers… your subconscious mind Surrenders…

 

 

 

Erotic Hypnosis : doll ruined orgasms

The following email is from My subject dolly doll – now named Alice doll. The subject is now under consideration to be formally registered as My slave.

The subject also has a pony self… now named My “sugar”.

The subject now craves more of My delicious control as I continue with her dollification. The subject had a series of hands free orgasms during her last Live Hypnosis session, and is now back under the “Ruined Orgasm” control.

 

Mistress,

I love Helpless Prey Third Night it has left me so broken to You, so powerful. i’m so weak for You now, I’ve never had so many ruined orgasms, I crave to be used by You, I’ve spent the last two days dressed up at home working trying to take the edge off.

 

I do hope I can have a live session soon.

 

dolly

 

Wanting to feel what alice felt?
Craving to be toyed with and controlled the way dolly doll is?
Email Me at mistress.commands (at) yahoo.com

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Dolly Doll Alice” and “Interrogation of the Subconscious Mind” – Journals by dolly doll

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you awaken… come to… in Her dungeon… as She picks up Her riding crop…

 

Helpless Prey – Succubus Third Night

Breathe deep, my helpless prey…

Breathe in My brainwashing fragrance that will knock you out!

She returns to claim what She wants. She is ruthless in Her pursuit as She places Her spell on your mind & body… awakens you with Her hand over your mouth… You come to in Her dungeon and watch her, as She picks up Her riding crop…

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Erotic Hypnosis : dolly doll alice

The following email is from My subject dolly doll – now named Alice doll. The subject is now under consideration to be formally registered as My slave.

The subject also has a pony self…now named My “sugar”.

The subject now craves more of My delicious control as I continue with her dollification. The subject had a series of hands free orgasms during her last Live Hypnosis session, and is now back under the “ruined orgasm” control.

 Hello Goddess,

i am sorry i’ve been quiet been away with work for a while but i took all my files on mp3. i cannot get that live session out of my head. i loved how helpless i was how much You control me. i have registered on the slave register and hope You will let me say You are my owner. i crave to be Your perfect dolly, i can fight it no more, i need to look more girly, more dolly when i am, and i need to be Your pony.  Your voice –  i felt so controlled so happy.

i am now shopping for new clothes to look more dolly. any suggestions on what You’d like me to get? i am back under your “ruined orgasm” mp3 now and so content being so.  dollies can’t cum.  giggles.

dolly.

Wanting to feel what alice felt in the Live Session?

Craving to be toyed with and controlled the way dolly doll is?
Email Me at: mistress.commands (at) yahoo.com

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See also:
Being dolly doll” and “Dolly Transformation“- Journals by dolly doll, or
Interpolation of the Subconscious Mind“, dolly doll’s last live session

Erotic Hypnosis : Interrogation of the Subconscious Mind

What if… I had the means of interrogating your subconscious mind
while you are deep in trance?

What if… your subconscious mind confided your deepest darkest fantasies…
your deepest darkest thoughts…?

What if… you had no memory of My interrogation of your subconscious mind… and I simply brought you back up from trance… and set about enacting your deepest, darkest secrets?

What if… your deepest, darkest  secrets are the same as dolly doll’s…?

What if… you were then triggered to have a hypnotic gag in place and couldn’t speak?

What if… I set about strengthening and reinforcing the hypnotic triggers…
triggering you over and over to feel overwhelming sexual arousal?

What if… you had been in chastity for 9 months, and…
the arousal was so intense that you begged and begged for release… ?

What if… you were given a trigger for Hands Free Orgasm… and triggered repeatedly…
to have a succession of HFO… till you begged Lady Surrender to stop?

What if… you were triggered to be … a pony ?

Mmm… such deliciousness!

I love toying with a subject’s subconscious mind and interrogating the mind while the subjects is deep in trance… It’s especially delicious when a subjects says “Oh no, Lady Surrender… I don’t really have any secrets… I don’t really have fantasies about you, Lady Surrender.”

Imagine their gasp of surprise when I say to them… “Mmm… and I understand that you crave… being locked in a cage… being toyed with…”

Ahh… the many and varied ways for your Goddess to exercise power and control… so amusing to think that you think your sexual fantasies and thoughts may be hidden from My knowledge…

 

Read dolly’s account of a Live One-on-One Hypnosis session

I recorded part of the session – from the time I brought dolly doll back up from trance. I wonder if you – yes you – would like to hear that recording…?

Craving to be toyed with and controlled the way dolly doll is?

You do? Email Me at: mistress.commands (at) yahoo.com

About my Hypnosis Live Session with Lady Surrender:

 

I’ve tried several times to write up this encounter. And it’s so hard. You see – Lady Surrender sent me an audio recording of the session and everytime i listen i’m back deep in Her control. Now i know my Mistress –  She’ll see this as a complaint.  It isn’t. I realise now that i am completely Hers, 100%. She owns me and i love it! that voice drives me wild. i love how She can toy with me, make me so weak and utterly enthralled with Her. i crave to sink so deep to be whatever She desires me to be.

 

So i’m trying to write this out without listening to the audio recording and even that is tough. it’s made me realise how much She is in my head. It started as always – me dress dolly….. my purple tights, black button up skirt, shirt, silver heels, pink bra and panties, red top and make up. i was instructed to have a pair of boots with me so i had my black knee highs on hand. Then the induction begin as i relaxed on my sofa. And that soothing, captaviting voice of Hers went to work. And as always for an hour – that’s all i remember. And i thought i was just deep asleep while She programmed me. How wrong i was.

 

It turrns out at this time – my unconcious mind was getting quite the interrogation. But hearing myself back (on the recording),  i hardly put up a fight. It was as one sided as you can get! Here while in trance, my subconscious confessed to my fantasy of being kidnapped by Lady Surrender and being caged at Her bedside, helpless and at Her mercy, made to worship Her. It was amazing to see how freely i gave up everything She asked. Listening back to the recording, it merely makes me crave Her power all the more!

 

So when i woke, imagine my surprise to find i am in a cage, at the bottom of Her bed! it was absolute amazing. i could see every detail and was utterly confined and helpless, which obviously drove me wild. So that continued for a while till i heard “gagged for Lady Surrender” and then my mouth was fored wide open and filled with a huge red gag. No matter how hard i tried it wouldn’t come out – it was locked in. My jaw ached and i was drooling, able only to moan. So of course – She hit me with “my sexy doll” making me so aroused and needed release, unable to cum, as dolls don’t cum. Then it was gone and i was turned into dolly.  Voice all girly and helpless. i was so weak by now needing Her control.

Then came the moment where i noticed the cage was open a bit and i thought i was free.  But i was wrong, She uttered the words “pony boots” and the urge to slip into the boots was maddening.  i couldn’t ignore it. She hit me with pony play time and my mind went foggy, as i felt so different. It was impoassible to speak. my limbs heavy and rigid. i needed it so badly. The whole time Her voice ….soothing …calming ….pulling me into it.  As soon as the boots were on –  i was Her pony and i loved it. She called me good pony. All i could do was stamp my hoof, neigh or breath heavily.  Soon my bit gag was in and i craved to obey.

And this kind of play continued for so long.  The whole time i felt so happy, so loved, so Hers. Then She hit me over and over with the sexy doll trigger. my arousal endless and finally – after 9 months i was allowed to cum. And it was amazing – a hands free orgasm. The release like nothing i’ve felt before. Then again and again… orgasm after orgasm…. till i was begging Her to stop. So She took me from needing it to pleading for no more, … such is Her power.

Finally i was sent into a deep sleep exhausted dreaming of Her till i awoke, hours later.

 

i now crave more. i want to be the best doll and pony i can be. i need more control and this won’t be my last session with the Goddess. And i’m now back under ruined orgasm and love it all the more.

 

– Her dolly doll

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See also:
Being Dolly Doll” and “Dolly Transformation” – Journals by dolly doll

Erotic Hypnosis by Mistress Surrender

Erotic Hypnosis : being dolly doll.

The following blog was written by dolly doll…. doll loves to be blank for Me.

doll loves to play rugby and listen to My enticing seductive Voice…
doll loves to drop deep for Me
doll now has blonde hair
doll loves to be blank… mindless… bespelled…
doll loves to read My words and drop deeper:
tabula rasa
blank blank
blink blink

Enticement…Entrancement…Entrapment…Enslavement…

dolly doll, on becoming me.

 

How I became me. Being me is a complex process. I’m in no way being arrogant with that statement, it’s the same for everyone, we all have contradictions in our lives, little differences, likes, dislikes etc. that help define and drive us as a person. Craving to be a doll for Lady Surrender and balancing that with being a geeky, rugby loving, guy….. trying to get his own business running man, yeah its tough but its fun to do. I’ve often wondered what makes me tick and well being asked to explain, what makes me tick in an article for Lady Surrender – it seems a good time to see if I can figure it all out in my head. So I’m going to try and explain just what being a doll means to me, how I love the control it allows Lady Surrender to exercise on me and how I manage this with my other facets of day to day living.

 

And lets start with the beginning or how I became aware of my submissive side, cause the journey really does begin then. I first became aware of my submissive nature back in my teens. It was from reading comics initially. I remember reading a story about Poison Ivy and how She could influence people to do anything She wanted. It was when I realised how much of a thrill that idea gave me, that I knew I was different. I didn’t want to be the one with the ability of controlling. I wanted to be controlled, the idea of being that helpless, that devoted, to a beautiful powerful women, well I loved it. The idea that She could make someone so blank so lost that all that matters to them is Her … and doing what it took to please Her.

 

I just loved the way it made me felt, putting myself in that place, once I saw the film, which I know most think is terrible, but that moment when She enters and has the whole room under Her spell, well I just knew I wanted to feel that feeling. From there it grew and I realised I was fascinated by hypnosis. The idea of someone in my mind shaping and molding it; well it just always appealed. I like the idea of knowing I shouldn’t do something or wanting to resist it, but eventually being overcome by desire and just … well … urrendering to it.

 

At this point feminization, dollification, pony play, the other kinks I wasn’t aware fully of them, this came over time. Dollification came about as I gre more interested in dressing up. I’d always long admired beautiful girly girl style clothing, heels, make up, effeminate colours. And with Hypnosis and the idea of being blank and doll -like I always associated with how I feel going into trance. I know its happening, but I can feel my will, intellect and desire to fight it literally going as I just go blank. Then I just loved the idea of dressing up looking pretty, being played with (having my hair played with has always been a weakness anyway) and just being changed to be as the tist wills it.

 

I really can’t put a finger on any events that created this desire in me, but its one I’m very much aware exists in me and is a deep need to act out. Embracing it helps me in my day to day life and it would be foolish to ignore it as it makes the need greater. I have learnt to accept it is part of me in the same way my love of rugby is.  I just go with it. I just know when is a good time and when isn’t a good time to embrace it and am lucky that Lady Surrender  is respectful of my life and Real time and never does anything to put that at risk.

 

This all leads to my experiences of meeting and falling under Lady Surrender’s control. I’ve recounted how I met Her several times now on my blog and I am absolutely devoted to Her and know there is more to come. I just love Her delicious voice, and can never get enough of her voice.

 

– Her dolly doll.

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See also:
Dolly Transformation” and “Interrogation of the Subconscious Mind” – Journals by dolly doll

Erotic Hypnosis : the making of a doll

The following journal records the continuing journey of My dolly doll…soon to be My dolly pony!

dolly doll… doll loves to be blank for Me.
doll loves to play rugby and listen to My enticing seductive Voice…
doll loves to drop deep for Me.
doll loves to feel helpless
doll loves to be blank…mindless…. bespelled.
doll loves to read My words and drop deeper.
doll loves to feel My control deepening….

doll has a secret fetish for… pony play… as well as other… secret fetishes.

The following journal describes dolly doll’s continuing journey as she becomes dollified. dolly doll has now become the first dolly doll to become a member of My Ruined Orgasm club.

dolly has been listening to My Succubus Series: “Craving : Helpless Prey – First Night, Second Night, Third Night

dolly loves being helpless before her Goddess, Lady Surrender…

I brought Lady Surrender’s Helpless play 3rd night at the start of the week and it is now my go to hypnosis file. Now i’m not sure if people realise but i have two modes programmed into me by Lady Surrender, pony and dolly. They seem to have different times of pushing to be out and dominant in me, at the moment its very much dolly that is the go to. I am working from home a lot this week so i have quite the routine of showing my devotion to Lady Surrender.

I wake first thing in the morning, having slept in my silk bra and panties. i slide out of bed and kneel for Mistress and repeat a number of mantras, before showering. As i’m working from home i then put on my dolly outfit if no one can see me. This allows me all day to think of Mistress and keep a focus on my work and remain centred. I love dressing up for Her, craving to be a blank dolly She can programme and pose. i then attend to my work, eating sugar cubes and carrots when excitment gets the best of me. For a break i listen to the blankness file. In the evening i eat shower and attend to my day before coming home and relaxing with some files before i head to bed, in my silk panties of course. In between i will also shop for pretty outfits, the idea of dressing pretty for Mistress is always there.

Its lovely to have this day i can devote to Mistress and i am enjoying how helpless i feel, i know i can do nothing to stop this descent into Her will, but its making me the kinda dolly i dream of being.

– dolly

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Helpless Prey – Succubus First Night

Become her helpless Succubus Prey

She comes at night… steals your breath… straddles your chest… enchants your mind… leaves you helpless… completely helpless…

You are enchanted. Unable to move. Her kisses leave you unable to see, but you can feel the weight of Her straddling your chest, as She sighs with Her desire to have you… helpless… to have more of you!

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Helpless Prey – Succubus Second Night

Controlling your helpless cock!

She places Her spell on your mind & body… awakens you with Her hands guiding, controlling Her helpless prey’s cock… as She controls your growing arousal & decides when you orgasm – under Her hands.

She will have your cock twitching & dancing to Her tune… doing what She wants! Her pleasure is what is important – Not your pleasure.

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Helpless Prey – Succubus Third Night

Breathe deep, my helpless prey…

Breathe in My brainwashing fragrance that will knock you out!

She returns to claim what She wants. She is ruthless in Her pursuit as She places Her spell on your mind & body… awakens you with Her hand over your mouth… You come to in Her dungeon and watch her, as She picks up Her riding crop…

READ MORE >>>

 

 

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See also:
Being Dolly Doll” and “Ruined Orgasm Dollification Entrapment” – Journals by dolly doll

 

Erotic Hypnosis : dollification, ruined orgasm, pony play – Jnl 4

The following email is from a subject who has revealed their fetish for pony play. dolly is already Entranced and Entrapped in My dollification hypnosis.

dolly is also a member of My Ruined Orgasm club having purchased My “Orgasm Control ” Ruined Orgasm” mp3 and accepted My hypnosis of ruining orgasm. I intend to strengthen dolly pony’s fetish for pony play in a Live Session.

I love toying with subjects on twitter & in Live Hypnosis Sessions. … strengthening fetish attachments…. increasing sexual arousal level… playing with amnesia….

I have also been teasing dolly on twitter & suggesting dolly pony has a sugar lump whenever she is turned on & can’t orgasm because of the “Ruined Orgasm”.

Lady Surrender,

 

I do so adore listening to Your files, I think they have permanently changed me. I adore, worship, love and am utterly devoted to You. Although I function normally on a day to get my work done, I feel more comfortable dressed up for You than I would my normal clothes. I’ve never wanted to be sissy but I love being Your dolly and crave to look pretty for You, this makes me all excited and then it fades unable to orgasm which is a vicious loop as I get excited at how controlled I am.

 

The idea of being a doll pony it is maddening, i’d love to have a file of it to program it as I know it would be irresistible as You mold me to Your will, I keep thinking of just talking to You and You trigger me, I don’t realize and slowly I start to change into a doll pony, trying to resist but cant as You tease me more driving me wild till i’m Your obedient pet.

dolly.

Craving to have your orgasm controlled?

your virtual key holder is here… 1/2 way round the world from you… but still able to control you wherever you live.

Purchase my file “Orgasm Control – Ruined Orgasm
and listen… fall… as I hypnotize… take control of My (your) cock and My (your) orgasms…

 Whisper2

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See also:
Ruined Orgasm & Dollification & Entrapment” and
Amnesia + Sexual Arousal + Dollification” – Journals by dolly doll

 

Erotic hypnosis: ruined orgasm, dollification, entrapment – Jnl 5

The following journal records the continuing journey of My dolly doll…soon to be My dolly pony!

dolly doll…. doll loves to be blank for Me.
doll loves to play rugby and listen to My enticing seductive Voice…
doll loves to drop deep for Me.
doll now has blonde hair.
doll loves to be blank…mindless…. bespelled.
doll loves to read My words and drop deeper.

doll loves to feel My control deepening….

 

doll has a secret fetish for….pony play…as well as other…secret fetishes.
The following journal describes dolly doll’s journey as she becomes dollified. dolly doll has now become the first dolly doll to become a member of My Ruined Orgasm club.

19/5/55

 

Lady Surrender,

So its been a while now since I surrendered my orgasms to You. And it feels… so good.

Its the ultimate surrendering of control so far and makes me realize how deep in Your power I am, but honestly I don’t care, I crave to be Yours.

I find I am aroused so much and its so frustrating to be unable to do anything about it. frustrating- till I think of how it will make Your feel, knowing You own me that deep, that lovely smile, lovely laugh and You saying “it’s delicious”.

i’m aroused just thinking about it. Every time I feel the orgasm just vanish … the hold You have on me just gets deeper.I feel the need to dress up dolly more and more now, but I am able to keep working. Between that and rugby I then just dress dolly when I get the chance. I am getting quite good at walking in heels.

I am saving hard so that I can get another live session. I need it so much, that next level of control. Loving how You tease so deliciously. I love the idea, as well as somewhat nervous,. of being a pony for You, but I trust You completely. my devotion to You so strong now. I love You and am devoted so I need to please You. I am so glad to have You open up my desires. I love to feel this happy. it is an honour to gift You my orgasms.

dolly.

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your virtual key holder is here… 1/2 way round the world from you… but still able to control you wherever you live.

Purchase my file “Orgasm Control – Ruined Orgasm
and listen… fall… as I hypnotize… take control of My (your) cock and My (your) orgasms…


Deepening Hypnosis

Deepen your erotic Trance! 

This erotic hypnosis journey will program your mind to deepen that delicious feeling of drifting, floating into my hypnotic control.

Knowing that you want this as much as I want this.
You want to feel my control gradually deepening and strengthening over your mind & body.

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See also:
Dolly Transformation“, “Amnesia + Sexual Arousal + Dollification
and “Ruined Orgasm Dollification Entrapment” – Journals by dolly doll

 

Erotic Hypnosis : Ruined orgasm & dollification & entrapment

The following journal describes dolly doll’s journey as she becomes dollified. dolly doll has now become the first dolly doll to become a member of My Ruined Orgasm club.

dolly doll…. doll loves to be blank for Me.
doll loves to play rugby and listen to My enticing seductive Voice…
doll loves to drop deep for Me.
doll now has blonde hair.
doll loves to be blank…mindless…. bespelled.
doll loves to read My words and drop deeper.

So after a relentless few days of teasing, i couldn’t take it any more and took the plunge to buy Lady Surrender’s Orgasm Control : Ruined Orgasm file. It is amazing and has effected me deeply already, after 4 listens. i am constantly unable to cum. i now need Lady Surrender’s permission to orgasm, which in its turn excites and arouses me.  so it’s constant torment. But it’s Her pleasure so i like that.

Now i don’t know what is to come now. i have no idea what Mistress has planned for me, but i do know that this entrapment of my orgasm has pulled me further into Her control. It’s weird knowing that Mistress hs such control over both my mind and my body.  it makes me feel very much like a doll, played with at the mercy of Her whims and will. Just like a doll, it can only do and act as its owner allows it. It’s a great feeling and i’m unashamed to admit to being both excited and scared by it, but i must please Her.

i now have a few days in Rome where i’m sure i’ll think further on this and spin further down.  But i do feel like i’ve taken a big step on my journey and i am intrigued, nervous and excited to see what Mistress has planned for me next.

 

dolly doll

Longing to feel controlled and hypnotized?

your virtual key holder is here… 1/2 way round the world from you… but still able to control you wherever you live.

Purchase my file “Orgasm Control – Ruined Orgasm
and listen… fall… as I hypnotize… take control of My (your) cock and My (your) orgasms…

Find more of dolly doll’s journals >>>

See also:
Dolly Transformation” and
Amnesia + Sexual Arousal + Dollification” – Journals by dolly doll