Gay Hypnosis Jnl 2

 Slipping deeper into My irresistible programming…..
This subject is slipping deeper.
Enticed…. Entranced…..Entrapped….
7 May
 
Mistress,
your voice in my mind abides. I love women, but your suggestions brought to life a desire to explore homoerotic pleasure. Your words, your voice in my earphones refreshes me. I secretly slide into this fantasy on my own.
It is like I am legitimately bisexual at the very least now. I can deny it no longer. Every time I try and change it I am back buying myself sex toys all over again. I have to accept who and what I am…
Thank you, Lady Surrender
 – g.
See also subject’s 1st email:

Gay Hypnosis.

The following email exchange dated 24 – 26 April is from a subject who listened to My hypnosis for the first time.

Be careful watch you wish for.

 

My erotic hypnosis recordings & Live Hypnosis sessions are powerful and incredibly effective.

 

 

Hypnosis works by anchoring into your existing thoughts, feelings and desires.

 

 

Finally- this subject acknowledges that he bought the Gay Hypnosis mp3s because of his desire to explore being gay.

“your words have brought it to life like a fire and I can’t hide it from myself any more.”

 

Delete Hetero/Install Gay Sex – subdavid

Dear Lady Surrender,

i am writing to let You know just how mind changing Your files are, i have been listening to Your files as often as i can and have found my life changing, i find i am no longer persuading my wife for sex (something She does not seem interested in these days anyway) and am being drawn more and more towards certainly being bi and heading towards i think gay. i find i crave the idea of sucking cock now, i have purchased a life like dildo and find myself sucking on it so often, i must admit to feeling proud that i have become capable of deepthroating the 8in dildo, i just love the thought that it is a real cock and that i am worshiping a real man in the best way possible.

i have found myself dressing up in silky female nightwear and panties that no longer fit my wife but feel amazing on me, she even had a old bra from her younger days that fit me as if it was meant to be.

i have to say that i feel the happiest i have felt for years, i feel i was probably at the very least bi-curious and now with the help of Your files i am freeing myself, to be the sissy/gay man i am meant to be.

i love your gay 4 file deleting hetro installing gay, it rocks my world and i love to cum at the end thinking/wishing for a real cock to be taking my pussy or forcing themselves down my throat (of course i always clean up as a true sissy should ensuring every drop is swallowed)

i do have a question, can Your hypnosis files be used in casual listening while i am doing other things around the house or at work? besides getting me extremely aroused will the files continue to work on my subconscious?

i am planing my first encounter with a real cock with a local Mistress who has a stable of men She uses for Her sissys to learn on, i am so excited for this to be happening, i imagine being on my knees wearing the nightee, bra and panties, deep dark red lipstick on my face as i beg to be allowed to suck their cocks and feel their cum shoot into my mouth while being encouraged by my Mistress beside me before She takes me with Her strap on or has one of Her boys take me.

god so much is going round my head ever since i started to listen to Your files, You are amazing and i thank You for opening up my mind and self to who i truely are.

regards

david

 

My Reply:

subdavid,

you need to be in theta brain wave state for maximum uptake of hypnosis….( theta brain wave state is associated with day dreaming & sleep, meditative state), delta brain wave state is experienced during deep sleep).
When you are doing dishes/walking around your brain wave state will be in beta brain wave state……. not the ideal state for relaxation/hypnosis/meditation.
So- best to use the most effective method of reprogramming your mind & take time to lie down…listen to the induction…. and become Mine.
Because Resistance is futile….
Surrender is inevitable….
Lady S.

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Erotic Hypnosis : turning straight sub gay jnl 4.

The following series of messages describes a subject’s response to My powerful hypnosis. The subject first began listening to My recordings such as “Deepening Hypnosis” mp3…. and listened to My hetero recordings. Then he began to listen to My sissy hypnosis…. Now- he has become so Enticed into listening to My gay hypnosis.

Turned- straight to gay. This subject began listening to My FREE “Surrender” mp3. mmm…. a delicious mind-fuck turned this subject craving to be gay….

My Lady, i have been wondering the reason i enjoy Your gay hypnosis so much. The only reason i can think myself is i enjoy submitting to You very, very much and listening to gay hypnosis is a form of ultimate submission interpreted by my mind.

i cannot explain it otherwise since i have never been attracted to a man in my life. So am i now a pervert or what? *smiles* Have a nice evening My Lady!

This is what i want to tell My Lady:

i am listening to Your sweet demanding suggestions again and i am horny as hell. i can feel Your suggestions all around my body. my balls love Your voice all the time.

A special burst of sex hormones are secreting always when You tell me to be gay. Another similar burst follows when You tell me to forget the straight life.

Could You later consider also one step further: Suggestions to deny all feelings towards other women than You and force me to be completely gay. Only sex with men…

Would it be possible to include deep feelings towards men? i mean also love and endless desire of sex…

The transformation cannot be complete without all possible aspects… and sex with men is more impeccable after the feelings are included too… This is what i would like to experience, My Lady…

This desire is killing me, My Lady, the craving is unbelievable and arousal levels are on maximum. i have only one thought: i must submit to cock and suck cock and take a cock in my ass. i don’t want to fuck anymore – just want to be fucked in the ass.

And again: few seconds of listening and my cock is hard as a rock. The word ‘gay’ hits like million volts… …especially when i realize that means me. i am the gay here.

i had a massive orgasm just half an hour ago, My Lady. i did some other stuff a while, but then i got a craving to listen to gay file again. So i am listening again and have a rock hard cock. And i am hoovering every word with hunger… You have created a monster 😉 A gay sex addicted monster…

Gay video on… but muted… …while listening to Your voice… My Lady… And there it is (huge orgasm while watching gay porn) … My Lady, i adore You…

My Lady, i have been wondering the reason i enjoy Your gay hypnosis so much. The only reason i can think myself is i enjoy submitting to You very, very much and listening to gay hypnosis is a form of ultimate submission interpreted by my mind.

i cannot explain it otherwise since i have never been attracted to a man in my life. So am i now a pervert or what? *smiles*

———————————————————————————————————————–

Yours,
Lepidoptera

gay-hypnosis-5

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Erotic Hypnosis : straight to gay jnl 2

Custom memory implanting…. straight to gay rewiring…. Brainwashing…behaviour modification….. thought re-programming…. rewiring your sexual attraction….

Back in 2013, I began a long-term brainwashing and memory manipulation of a subject that took place over approximately 14 months. The subject was a straight male Dom who asked to be hypnotised to serve a gay Master. The subject also asked to be hypnotised to believe he was always gay.  This would involve implanting memories so that the subject always believed he was gay.
Some of My long-standing twitter followers & readers of My web site, may recall the journals written by the subject. Unfortunately- I had to delete the posts at the subject’s request.

When I induced trance with this subject, I was able to interrogate the subject’s subconscious mind and ascertain what the “secret” desires and “fantasies” were. From  a hypnotherapist’s point of view – what I am looking to do when a subject is deep in trance, is discover the drivers and desires that arise there in the subconscious mind…. then use those subconscious desires and drivers to “anchor” the hypnosis.

I programmed implanted memories so subject believed he was always gay. In order for the subject to accept the implanted memories, the subject was interviewed about his teenage years… extensive details were collected, in order for the implanted memories to be entwined with the real memories. Then- at his Master’s request- I programmed implanted memories so the subject believed he had been used/dommed in certain ways. This programming & brainwashing took place over a year with extended hypnosis sessions of 1 and 3/4 hours 2-3 week.

When I took the subject into deep hypnotic trance I talked with the subconscious mind to check what hypnosis triggers had been accepted, and what hypnosis triggers needed to be stronger. When I repeated a hypnosis trigger that was a very intense trigger for the subject- he would moan… even though deep in trance. Sometimes- this subject I am referring to- would moan so loudly that I had to talk louder to be heard over the moaning.  It was clear that he found humiliation & being used to be very erotic… so erotic that on occasion- he would orgasm while deep in trance.

Fascinating process…. this is such an  individual process for each subject that I work with.
In My opinion- this level of hypnosis is way more skilled and demanding than HFO which is often seen by subjects as being the ultimate hypnosis experience.
I have now worked with a number of Doms and submissives who begged Me to rewire their thoughts, their behaviour, their feelings… to hypnotise them to be gay. … who begged to have their memories manipulated, twisted…. to believe they were always gay…. always attracted to men.

The following email is from one of My subjects who experienced My powerful transformation hypnosis.  This subject was a Dom who had “secret” fantasises about being submissive and serving a gay Master.

Lady Surrender,
i have missed hearing Your voice. not just where it takes me but the sound of it as i let go and sink down. its becoming a bliss to look forward too.so i look forward to hearing You again as soon as is possible.
as this journal is to stand as a record of my responses to the hypnosis i am undergoing i want to add that there has been a real shift in how i feel when in my home and work life. i feel calmer.  to keep looking and to keep dreaming is so time consuming as opposed to simply being what it is you dream of being.

although i am a dom, i crave humiliation and degradation. i dont have to make up a scene to imagine those sensations. i now crave them as part of my thinking. its real, its who i am. and i dont control where those cravings will take me and how far my degradation will go. i will keep craving and that will be used to take me further. i know i am on a slippery slope. i made the decision to make contact with Lady Surrender, after reading Her web site.  Lady Surrender has now the control over how far and how quickly i slide down.
so it fills me with erotic dread , but i am more complete. it will not be easy and knowing i will have little choice makes it all the more intense and arousing.

Now i know how submissives feel. and it feels so right to let go and have someone else take control and use their skills to turn me into what i have dreamed of becoming.

i would not stop what is happening for any reason and will accept more and more what is in store for me
with devotion
Dom 1.

Lady Surrender,
as soon as i wake up in the mornings, i feel such a craving for humiliation and degradation, i am reminded of it constantly. its deep and resonates in my thoughts, it flavors the way i feel
i used to fantasise about what it would be like to be degraded and used by an owner.

now i feel a craving,  to be in my place, to be kneeling and to be lower than the one i kneel before. it feels so right to want this.

it is who i am becoming.
Lady Surrender- when you repeat the  trigger phrases that reinforce my cravings to be used and to be humiliated,  i shudder its like i drop down and start to crave the humiliation of being a pig.

i feel such a mix of arousal & revulsion at the needs i feel , they are demanding and insistent and i have to surrender to them
i see flashbacks of , me before My new owner, and Lady Surrender in the background. i feel embarrassed that this is how i see myself but know its where i have to be. i feel humiliation as Lady Surrender sees what my new owner does to me.
then the cravings ebb as i realise its what i want now.
overall there is a growing sense of this being taken out of my conscious decision making process, i feel there is a plan , a sense of control over my needs and that feels somehow comforting.
i feel i am being rewired and the outcomes are now taken care of
Your new submissive
dom 1.

 

 

 

you so-called straight guys- who have secret thoughts of being gay- you’re in luck! General release series of forced gay hypnosis mp3s are now being recorded, with the first forced gay hypnosis file available :

Straight to Gay 1

 

http://www.sensualmistress.com/Gay-Hypnosis-Straight-to-gay-1..html

These general release mp3 recordings use the  same hypnosis & brainwashing that  several of My subjects experienced.

Warning : this is not fantasy. This is real hypnosis- based on My experience as a therapist & Lifestyle Domme. Expect brainwashing that results in bringing to the surface,  your secret cravings to be gay – forcing you to live as a gay man.

you think My work of implanting memories and rewiring a straight Dom to serve a gay Master is sexy?

It’s a tremendous turn-on for Me….

Email Lady Surrender to begin your journey…deep into the cravings of your subconscious mind. Become mindless before Her, as she manipulates and twists your mind… your memories…. I now offer Gay Memory Custom Recording.

My foundation file “Surrender : Mindless” demonstrates My ability to toy with your mind…. embed My silken, seductive whispers (ASMR)…  illustrates My style and the power of erotic hypnosis.

 

surrender6

http://www.sensualmistress.com/Surrender-Mindless.html

 

Themes included in this file are mindless obedience, blankness, amnesia, thought erasure, whisper effects, mental looping, subconscious conditioning, addiction to My voice, and mental reprogramming.

To discuss your Custom recording- Gay Memory Implanting or Live One-on-One Hypnosis sessions …. email :
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Straight to Gay Corrected

http://www.sensualmistress.com/Gay-Implanted-Memories-growing-up-as-gay..html

 

 

Live One-on-One Erotic Hypnosis sessions.

 

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See journal 1 :

 http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-straight-to-gay/

Erotic Hypnosis : forced gay jnl 1.

My recent new recording series featuring Gay Hypnosis, has resulted in a number of emails from secret bottom bitches. The following email from a new subject, demonstrates the subject’s pull to follow through on all those… delicious…wickedly erotic feelings and thoughts that have their source deep in the subconscious mind.

11/6/16.

Greetings Lady Surrender

Thank you for such an intriguing and captivating website.  While i sent a short email recently via the site, emailing directly obviously allows me to more fully explain my cravings even if for nothing other than just your enjoyment.

Reading the blogs and diaries there is so much to consider. But it is also about being able to be hypnotised as well.  While as You state all hypnosis may be self hypnosis the thought of someone being able to manipulate and control my mind is very erotic.
I suspect that many guys enjoy the fantasy and also find online hypnosis relaxing, erotic but never threatening. Imagine their terror when after a session they are provided with a demonstration of their surrender done without their knowledge. An email, a trigger phase and they do something out of character.  Then you tell them what they did and that now they have no escape from You.  Removing, altering, implanting memories is so deliciously wicked.

As for me i am just another middle aged married guy with no sex life and a submissive nature. I am 56 yrs old small stocky with a short beard.  So I am not at all femme but i find that i am increasingly horny as i get older, even if my small little cockett is useless.  I also have bi tendencies and my wife stopped having sex with me a few years ago after i had admitted to sucking a cock real time.  Since then i have repeated this but always feel so guilty.
I have been fucked lightly and the feeling of a Guy with his hands all over me pulling my clothes off to play with me is incredible.  But i have to be sane especially with STDs being so common.

There have plenty of offers from Men on biaustralia there for when i decide to go further.  Could i be programmed to have an ever increasing desire and craving to suck and taste cum, but not my own.  Growing stronger everyday like an addict needing a hit until i am driven to please any Man?  But would once be enough to satisfy my hunger, or perhaps this is controlled by Your trigger phrase.  My mind filled with the need to serve a Gay Master.

Yes i am a victim, stepping into Your chamber.  A soul, a mind to be claimed and tormented for Your amusement.

Of course i can write more detailed desires but i am sure that You can find these inside me anytime that You wish too.

Thanking You in anticipation even if only reading this gives You some pleasure.

geoffrey

 

 

 

 

Straight to Gay 1

http://www.sensualmistress.com/Gay-Hypnosis-Straight-to-gay-1..html

19 June 2016.

geoffry,

My,My, My…. like a moth to the flame.
And so complicit already….
The next step on your journey into My …deliciously wicked control…would be to arrange an Assessment Interview….

 

Surrender is inevitable.

Lady Surrender.

http://Assessment Interview leading to Live Hypnosis Session

 

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Erotic Hypnosis : straight to gay

Custom memory implanting…. straight to gay rewiring…. Brainwashing…behaviour modification….. thought re-programming…. rewiring your sexual attraction….

Back in 2013, I began a long-term brainwashing and memory manipulation of a subject that took place over approximately 14 months. The subject was a straight male Dom who asked to be hypnotised to serve a gay Master. The subject also asked to be hypnotised to believe he was always gay.  This would involve implanting memories so that the subject always believed he was gay.

Some of My long-standing twitter followers & readers of My web site, may recall the journals written by the subject. Unfortunately- I had to delete the posts at the subject’s request.

When I induced trance with the subject, I was able to interrogate the subject’s subconscious mind and ascertain what the “secret” desires and “fantasies” were. From  a hypnotherapist’s point of view – what I am looking to do when a subject is deep in trance, is discover the drivers and desires that arise there in the subconscious mind…. then use those subconscious desires and drives to “anchor” the hypnosis.

I programmed implanted memories so subject believed he was always gay. In order for the subject to accept the implanted memories, the subject was interviewed about his teenage years… extensive details were collected, in order for the implanted memories to be entwined with the real memories. Then- at his Master’s request- I programmed implanted memories so the subject believed he had been used/dommed in certain ways. This programming & brainwashing took place over a year with extended hypnosis sessions of 1 and 3/4 hours 2-3 week.

When I took the subject into deep hypnotic trance I talked with the subconscious mind to check what hypnosis triggers had been accepted, and what hypnosis triggers needed to be stronger. When I repeated a hypnosis trigger that was a very intense trigger for the subject- he would moan… even though deep in trance. Sometimes- this subject I am referring to- would moan so loudly that I had to talk louder to be heard over the moaning.  It was clear that he found humiliation & being used to be very erotic… so erotic that on occasion- he would orgasm while deep in trance.

Fascinating process…. this is such an  individual process for each subject that I work with.

In My opinion- this level of hypnosis is way more skilled and demanding than HFO which is often seen by subjects as being the ultimate hypnosis experience.

 

I have now worked with a number of Doms and submissives who begged Me to rewire their thoughts, their behaviour, their feelings… to hypnotise them to be gay. … who begged to have their memory manipulated, twisted…. to believe they were always gay…. always attracted to men.

The following email is from one of My subjects who experienced My powerful transformation hypnosis :

Lady Surrender,

I never knew you could do that to my mind.
As a Dom, I have looked at many forms of developmental transformations, and  delighted in directing submissives as they change in looks which often drives changes in the inner self. I don’t have any knowledge of hypnosis nor have I seen hypnosis used in its extreme brainwashing form to transform a sub.

I began to acknowledge I  desired those experiences, and once I began to think about that – the fascination as to what I could become has grown stronger and more extreme.
But still these scenarios remained a fetish fueled desire.
When I first made contact with you, My lady, I saw a glimmer of what was the impetus, the force that would propel me across the line into a new realm.
Last night, I had the first of the sessions and I feel my rewiring has been redirected at a very deep level and that it is just the beginning of a major transformation in my life. It does feel like choices are being reduced as craving takes over.
I want humiliation and degradation.
experimental subject,

Dom 1.

you so-called straight guys- who have secret thoughts of being gay- you’re in luck! General release series of mp3s coming soon – same hypnosis & brainwashing that  several of My subjects experienced.

 

Warning : this is not fantasy. This is real hypnosis- based on My experience as a therapist & Lifestyle Domme. Expect brainwashing that results in bringing to the surface,  your secret cravings to be gay – forcing you to live as a gay man. 

you think My work of implanting memories and rewiring a straight Dom to serve a gay Master is sexy?

 It’s a tremendous turn-on for Me….

Email Lady Surrender to begin your journey…deep into the cravings of your subconscious mind. Become mindless before Her, as she manipulates and twists your mind… your memories…. I now offer Gay Memory Custom Recording.

My foundation file “Surrender : Mindless” demonstrates My ability to toy with your mind…. embed My silken, seductive whispers (ASMR)…  illustrates My style and the power of erotic hypnosis.

To discuss your Custom recording- Gay Memory Implanting email :

mistress.commands@yahoo.com

 

surrender6

http://www.sensualmistress.com/Surrender-Mindless.html

 

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http://www.sensualmistress.com/Gay-Implanted-Memories-growing-up-as-gay..html

Erotic Hypnosis : greedy sissy slut – Jnl 10

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a subject – gs/hypnotoy.  The subject has had lengthy hospitalisation.

These messages were sent on twitter today…. it seems My hypnotoy is craving….

I have a new programme of control and delicious programming in mind for subject gs…. amnesia, deepening mind control, brainwashing, orgasm control, memory implants….
I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him?

I look forward… (smiling as I write this)… to hypnotoy/sleepygees going home from hospital…. because then… I will have more access…. much more.
Darkly, addictive hypnosis….. delicious toying with a subject’s mind & body.

Longing to experience what subject “gs” feels? Purchase & listen to My “Deepening Hypnosis” MP3 file and My “Craving Control” MP3… and begin your fall… into

Enticement, Entrancement. Entrapment, Enslavement….

Deepening Hypnosis

Deepen your erotic Trance! 

This erotic hypnosis journey will program your mind to deepen that delicious feeling of drifting, floating into my hypnotic control.

Knowing that you want this as much as I want this. You want to feel my control gradually deepening and strengthening over your mind & body.

READ MORE >>>

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8/12/15

 

Lady Surrender,

I was planning in telling you how my day went, but as soon as I started thinking about that i started losing focus and can now only think about being Your secret sissyslut. Almost watching from a distance as You switch my mind off, reprogram me and play with me as You desire. That started around 20 minutes ago and the feelingkeeps getting stronger.

i think it may have been a stray thought about sexy stockings one of the visitors to the ward was wearing earlier. kept wondering what they would feel like.

 

Thinking of the effect they had last time i wore some and how much deeper that fetish is now, and how it’s linked to sissy. could my mind resist the feeling. would You be able to get me to wear some. Not would You. Could You Please

 

Sorry, such a greedy sissyslut, unable to think of anything else. Everytime I try to think of something to please You, i realise that that would please You as it would complete the 4 Es, and i only crave it more.

i’m also trying to control my orgasms as i know with-holding them enhances my submission as it distracts me and increases my cravings. hoping to be able to hand control over them back to You soon – not being as frustrated with a lack of forward momentum in here is helping.

Thank You for taking the time to read – I hope You’re feeling better and You’re having a great day.

 

Craving control might not have been the best thing to listen to there. I’m going to have to start to listen to other files again soon. Need more of Your voice in my world.

 

– sleepy gs/hypnotoy

Find more of gs/hypnotoy’s journals >>>

See also: “Brainwashing Entrapment – Orgasm Control” – A Journal from gs/hypnotoy

 craving control