Surrender: Inevitable, sweet Surrender.

Dear Lady/Mistress Surrender,
I’m a married submissive man that for many years has fantasized about meeting and submitting to a dominant woman.  Because of my love and respect my wife I choose not to act on these feelings.  But I still enjoy fantasy and hope you don’t mind me sharing some of my thoughts, and written verse from time to time.
I’ve enjoyed listening to your surrender foundation file many times.  So very well done. Your voice is soft, seductive and alluring.  Your whispers penetrate and pulsate through the mind, causing relaxing bliss.
It is good to hear you say that your slave’s surrender is a welcome and positive expression of oneself.  I think that so often, submissive males are somewhat fearful of expressing their desire to submit and be controlled. They fear being called weak, pathetic or humiliated. It goes against societal norms.
I confess I don’t understand why humiliation is used in D/s interactions.  I don’t think it’s healthy for anyone to be engaged on a relationship where they are looked down upon or treated poorly.  I guess maybe some men do enjoy this because, I see it enough on the web.
I would like to think submissive men could feel good about themselves and the desire to serve a dominant woman. I don’t believe we are hapless fools, that deserved to be mocked and ridiculed.
Written below is my response to your Surrender file.  I’m not actually looking to pursue this, but I’m thankful for the opportunity to express my thoughts and feelings.
Dear Mistress Surrender,
You have captured my mind, conquered my heart and control my body.  In every way possible I have fallen under Your spell. I cannot escape Your powerful hold on me, nor do I want to.  Hearing Your voice resonate inside my mind fills me with peace and tranquility.  You have enticed me, entranced me, entrapped me and enslaved me.  I lay helpless before You waiting to hear Your soft silky voice, Your whispers, dominating and controlling me.  Waiting my opportunity to worship and adore, and pour out my devotion to my Goddess. I lay all of my being at your Open Door. I submit to Your power, I surrender to Your will. I wait humbly and submissively, longing to hear Your voice take charge of my body, of my mind and of my very soul. Forever Your willing and thankful Love slave.
P.s.  Desperately, longing and pleading.  Waiting for Your enthralling and liberating commands.
P.s.s.  I start and every day, naked and on my knees thanking and worshipping my Goddess for Her dominant control over me.
Thank you for your time and understanding.  Wishing you all the very best.
subheart
Surrender – The Foundation file mp3.

 

ABDL – Permanent Incontinence

5 out of 5 Absolutely FANTASTIC – Dreams Achieved

June 30, 2018
Dearest Mistress Surrender
I am the happiest hypnopet you could possibly imagine. Your supreme hypnotic control and exceptional talent has given me the greatest gift I could possibly imagine.
As you know I downloaded your wonderful Wet in Diapers file and Deepening Hypnosis file a year ago and had wonderful success with them, learning to wet my diapers naturally and easily.
As I wrote before I’ve been in diapers 24 x 7 for over 30 years and my goal for over 20 years has been to use my diapers just like a little baby. Without any warning, conscious thought or possible control.
After using Wet in Diapers, I wet my diapers naturally and easily, but I was aware I had to pee, so simply wet my diapers. After all that’s what my diapers are for, as Mistress had taught me.
Still I was a bit disappointed that I still knew I had to pee, and it was sort of like I was ‘letting’ myself let go and wet my diaper. Not just having it happen like a baby.
I’d forgotten that I’d bought Wet in Diapers 2 about 6 months ago, and came across it when I was re-organizing my new iPod files and playlists.
I decided to embark on a new retraining program, and listened to Deepening Hypnsosis every morning and evening and Wet in Diapers 1 for a week. I really felt the craving and need for my diapers and looked so forward to wetting in diapers.
Then I started using Deepening Hypnosis and Wet in Diapers 2 every morning, evening and just before bed. I seemed to really ‘zone out’ part way through the Wet in Diapers 2 sessions but woke up knowing I was now permanently incontinent. Mistress has set my Continence/Incontinence switch to permanently incontinent.
By the third day I was soaked every morning, and was wetting without thought or warning all day long. I was needing to change 4 to 5 times a day now as my diapers were soaked after just a few hours. It was incredible. I had NO idea or warning I had to pee. It just happened, and I could feel the pleasure of helplessly and uncontrollably wetting my diaper and knowing I am permanently incontinent.
To my surprise, and utter enjoyment, I woke up yesterday with a messy diaper. I had poopood my diaper while sleeping, and remained asleep all night. Just after breakfast, I felt a little gas, and was surprised to poopoo my diaper again. And again after supper. Three messy diapers without any warning or contol.
To my mind, incontinent means no bladder and bowel control, and since I am now permanently incontinent, I wet AND mess in diapers all the time.
Last night, another messy diaper, and today two more so far.
I am wetting and messing just like a little baby and could not be happier.
I told a baby friend about my success, and she wanted a copy of Wet in Diapers 2 for herself, so I bought her one yesterday and she’s going to start her own regimen to become permanently incontinent like I am.
We are so grateful for you wonderful files and extreme skill to help us big babies truly experience ourselves as babies should
Respectfully

PremiePeter
Your devoted fan and admirer.

Cock to Clitty 2 – limp penis.

ashley- My long term subject – received a personalised copy of the “Sissy training 38 : cock to clitty 2. Limp penis, wet clitty.

 

The hypnosis re-programmes the historical masculine sexual arousal of an erect penis…. to experience a limp penis.

I then rewire your sexual arousal response to respond to feminine arousal triggers and experience a wet clitty.

I love programming a complicit, compliant mind.

Such a turn-on….

Whether you identify as a sissy, transgender, femme…. this file rewires your sexual response.

you know what to do…

purchase, listen, obey.

Surrender to My powerful hypnosis.

 

 

 

 

Lady Surrender!

I redownloaded the file… and OMG

Thank You thank You Thank You
I appreciate the intro You made for me
 

and will submit to my Goddess

 
 The recording really focuses my desire for a limp penis so I focus on being wet like a woman
 
 Thank You
 
 If You had asked me years ago if I’d want a permanently limp penis, I’d say that was crazy. But as I become closer to my true feminine self, it’s what I want
 
 If it shrunk, that’d be great too! Lol how many men would say that?
 
 I’ve set up an appointment with an endocrinologist for HRT to see if it’s possible
 
 Been listening to it most of the afternoon… so great. Your voice is amazing. I think You’ve got another hit file.
– your ashley.
See also:
ashley’s previous jounrals may be viewed by searching :
http://hypnosurrender.com/?s=ashley
 

Gay Hypnosis Jnl 2

 Slipping deeper into My irresistible programming…..
This subject is slipping deeper.
Enticed…. Entranced…..Entrapped….
7 May
 
Mistress,
your voice in my mind abides. I love women, but your suggestions brought to life a desire to explore homoerotic pleasure. Your words, your voice in my earphones refreshes me. I secretly slide into this fantasy on my own.
It is like I am legitimately bisexual at the very least now. I can deny it no longer. Every time I try and change it I am back buying myself sex toys all over again. I have to accept who and what I am…
Thank you, Lady Surrender
 – g.
See also subject’s 1st email:

She male cock mp3 Review

Dear Mistress Surrender,

You are so sly and clever, and devious, and sexy and seductive, and no doubt habit forming. I imagine myself having cravings for your voice, like I already have my shemales cock cravings that never go away, like my tobacco cravings, my poor submissive cock will never be the same of that I’m sure.

Oh what the hell, you only live once, I hear my prostate calling out your name, Mistress Surrender.

-sc she male cock lover

 

She male cock recordings:

Addicted to Anal Play- she male cock

Addicted to your Devious Hypnotherapist – Session 1.

Addicted to your Devious Hypnotherapist – Session 2.

 

Glory Hole Training for obedient little Sissy Sluts

Gay Hypnosis.

The following email exchange dated 24 – 26 April is from a subject who listened to My hypnosis for the first time.

Be careful watch you wish for.

 

My erotic hypnosis recordings & Live Hypnosis sessions are powerful and incredibly effective.

 

 

Hypnosis works by anchoring into your existing thoughts, feelings and desires.

 

 

Finally- this subject acknowledges that he bought the Gay Hypnosis mp3s because of his desire to explore being gay.

“your words have brought it to life like a fire and I can’t hide it from myself any more.”

 

Entranced : broken for your Goddess.

Lady Surrender,

My only issue with the file is my review:

I started listening to Broken for Your Goddess, and as Mistress Surrender’s whispers and words started to become my world, I felt my skull separating as I sank into amnesic darkness.
I regained some awareness as she engaged in counting me down into more mindless pleasure, and was left dazed and craving more when her voice drifted away at the end of the session.

I was pretty worked up at the end- responding to the arousal programming.
For me, not having a great history of response to suggestions, or at least not very powerful responses, the suggestion to feel arousal, and then feeling it was pretty strong.
It has a “punch” at the end –
There’s nothing else I can say about it, due to lack of recollection.

– tjm